loads of kwentos

so whats up? haha! its been awhile since i last made kwento talaga and man, alot of things are happening to me right now, and i mean ALOT =) grabe...ive been really really busy lately, (well forever na ata akong busy) haha! but gets, its sembreak and yet i still go to ust for training. we have this upcoming concert in manaoag next month, were gonna repeat the previous dance concert of salinggawi last february. its a dance showcase, sobrang astig. basta its a must see dance concert, pero yun nga...it'll be in manaoag (ang layo), theres this BIG event i think then they asked us to perform,, theres cheering, then icons (basta gagayahin yung mga artists then and now), jazz and ballet and last but not the least folk. i have six dances so far in that event, and two of those for me were complicated and i theres this part wherein i have to do valdez (i cant effin do backwalk alone, what more if valdez?) tsk. (sobrang nakakastress kaya yung part na yun!) its not as easy how it looks but its beautiful, :) . i just hope that i can get the routines by heart as soon as possible so i can be more relaxed and i can project all the way.

since i have no time to go online and update my blog once in awhile, i just write it in my starbucks planner, )oh! btw...nagsastart na ba yung startbucks maglagay ng sticker para sa 2007 planner? haha. sorry wala kasing starbucks sa espanya eh,,hindi na naman ako nakakagala kasi sobrang busy na. haha! loser) anyway..as i was saying, i just jut down the things that happened to me and stuff like that so that i can keep track with my busy life (feleng!) haha! and while i was browsing it i realized that they were all somehow the same, i mean...its either training, do plates, bond a little with my parish youth ministry friends and so on, this made me realize how i miss my barkada, af. =( especially my bestfriend gel plus kate and agot =c i mean, its just sad because it is only now that i havent been really bonding with them unlike before wherein most of the time were together, playing around, doing nonsense stuff, sharing stories, laughing our hearts out...i mean,,,never did i imagine itll be this hard to do those stuff with them in college, especially in my case, if you know what i mean. my social life is gone, well..not TOTALLY but close to that. oh well...sometimes i really have to sacrifice, and i mean REALLY sacrifice and not to the extent of just giving up already. *sigh*

speakin of my barkada, i missed them to the highest level during "my day", my birthday. seriously...that was the only birthday that i really dint feel (at first), kasi during my gs and hs days, i always look forward to my special day cause thats the time when ill get alot of presents and greetings from my friends (haha!), cake from my barkada tas agawan pa and the ever-so-famous-one-of-a-kind AF's birthday song. dun ko lang absorb na its not easy to be away from your true friends especially when all of you are busy. haaaay. but im happy narin cause they dint forget my birthday. hehe! =p

hmmm. what happened to my birthday??? hmm. its like this, the week of my birthday which is 23-28 (mon-sat) i have training so basically im in ust the whole day, tas the night before my bday after trainin before goin home, i went to tito ojie's comp shop cause i helped boss to fix things up with inna beybi..haha! and when i was about to go home, nelo and keith asked me to wait for them so that i wont go home alone, they were on their way home but went back sa shop just to fetch me (they were there before they went home kasi)...tas when were together already they told me what happened to them and what they did just to get back sa shop, ayun...sobrang EFFORT yung mga pinagagawa nila. haha!!! they did that cause they miss me na raw, and they wanted to cheer me up cause its my birthday and they know im sad. so yun, i told them thats the sweetest thing that happened to me before my birthday :) cheesy amf! haha! pero seriously, they made me smile even for awhile cause like i said, i dont want to celebrate my birthday in fact i dont care if its my birthday the following day, and im sad knowing that i wont be able to spend my birthday with people that i value alot, basta yun. anyhoo...the following day, oct 25, my birthday..i checked out my phone and saw 50+ messages...all of them were birthday greetings, touched ako, sobra tas yung mga teamates ni boss grineet din ako isa2 miske hindi ko sila kilala tas nakasulat lang yung name ng team plus yung jersey# nila, haha!! awww. :) but still...theres still lacking and i cant effin explain the reason why i feel that way. bastabasta. i went to ust early that day cause twas our clearance, ayun..saw some of my blockmates, :) i missed them also, tas they greeted me rin. still theres lacking and i dunno why. anyhooo. around 10am i went to annex na for our training, then lunch break, bought dessert for sdt family tas rehearsed our dances again..i went home past 5pm. still, im sad. :( and i dunno why... i slept early (mga 8pm ata) turned off my phone and charged it. (halatang wala talagang gana sa birthday) then all of a sudden, my brother kept on waking me up cause theres people outside, i even asked bro to tell them im asleep already (haha! kj?) but then dad entered the senario, ayun...i got up in bed and went out, tas ayun...twas keith, nelo and jaico, awww. (mej badtrip pa nga ako nun kasi hindi ko talaga feel magentertain ng kahit sino,,basta yun.. haha!) they got me a present tas yun,,then i told them na ima sleep again cause im tired na talaga so they left na rin agad. (im not bein mean ha, pagod lang talaga ako tas hindi ko pa feel na bday ko),,,so yun...back to sleep...then again, bro was wakin me up and told me to go to the balcony cause there were people outside again ( at mas marami daw), again..i forced myself to get up in bed and checked who were outside, when i got at the balcony, i saw my pym family =) they prepared something for me, a cheer. somehow connected to ust's cheer. haha!! super benta, cause may actions pa and stuff..haha!! then they prepared a banner tas 2 cards :) sweet :) ayun...it made me realized that my birthday is not that bad afterall,,infact it was a blast :) God gave me such wonderful people who care and love me. :) continue with the story... i thought that was the last surprise ima get but i was wrong, after few minutes, i received a text from boss askin me to go out of the house cause he has something for me...wah!!! :)) (ayun, hes car was parked infront of our neighbor's so malay ko ba na siya yun..haha! kala ko nangtrotrip lang na nasa labas siya at may ibibigay) then all of a sudden when i was about to go inside, he went out sa car carryin his simple gifts...awwww ^_^ speechless. haha! ok shut up nako. :) basta to sum it all up. my birthday was oh-so-memorable and enjoy (yung mga last minute surprises) :) hihi.

hmm...oki...im gettin lazy to type already, haha!!! but before that ima share what happened to me today, twas our enrollment, then trainin. ayun, spent time with my blockmates, close ones. tas yun,,,i was super touched cause they got me a birthday presentS, sweeeeeeeet =) its simple lang but its the thought that counts right? hihi. thanks marion dear, tol, cardel and the rest of 1ar9 :) hihi.

ima see and bond with af tom night cause its mafe's debut celeb! yey! i super cant wait.