"almost home"-sdt dance concert

concert tomorrow. wish me luck :)

happy birthday maike! i love you :P

trauma***

my phone got snatched this afternoon along p.noval/espana road, i was with my batchmate gari and a senior. shiiiit. now i know the feeling of being snatched, i thought its okay cause its only material thing that the snatchers get but i was wrong,once you encounter it...its really scary. so scary. its like this, gari and i accompanied a senior to go to UR for the sponsored goods for the concert this afternoon, (well, yesterday na pala) while we were waiting for a cab, there were 2 people on a motorcycle, the guy pulled my arms while the other guy pulled my phone over my id strap then snap.my phone was w/ them.i was SHOCKED. super SHOCKED. i was able to grab the shirt of the other guy (the one who got my phone, sitted on the back of the driver) but the motorcycle kept on going really fast,, in short..i was running really fast and was dragged along with them,,i just lost out of control when i saw the other guy getting something from his pocket and when i felt really tired of running...fcuk..after that my body felt numb and i dunno what to react..i was at the state of shock. gari and kuya jay were shocked as well to the point that they werent able to do something to save me, i cant blame them cause seriously, the whole scenario just happened so quickly and so traumatizing. shiiiiit. after that, i texted my mom. i dint cry or something,,,i just let it passed but when we arrived at ust around past 7pm, i got a call from my dad and tears just kept on flowing after our conversation and when i entered at the training hall, my batchmates came to me and asked if im okay and what happened,i cried again but not that obvious, i dont want to make a scene especially when theres many seniors around, my mind was somewhere else during our training, i felt so helpless and shit. it sucks big time. i have so many things in mind already then another problem came up..tsssssssssssk. anyway...dad and bro picked me up after the training, i felt secured again. we stopped over at brickroad to buy dvds, another way of making me feel better,oh well..i will surely miss my phone. ='c

dad asked me how much a second hand phone costs awhile ago so he could buy me a temporary phone asap and ironically i told him dont want to have a phone yet. weird. anyway...dress rehearsal later and i still lack costumes =/ im so not in the mood to fix my stuff. i havent recovered yet. trauma mode.

FRIENDS..

ill just text/inform you as soon as i get my new # and temporary phone. ill appreciate if you guys can send your # to me through YM/email/friendster or multiply. **private message please** thanks.

stressed out

been really stressed this past days, some people are just too annoying..and i mean REALLY ANNOYING to the point that i want to hire a gunman or whoever who kills people to torture and kill them really slow. argh. anyway... too negative for an intro huh?...well, i have new layout. aint it nice?! haha.

soooooo.lets go back track, its been more than a week that i arrive home around 11pm from our training,man that really sucks you know cause i like have 7am class EVERYDAY except friday!!!! argh,,,if not for my passion i wouldnt waste my time and effort for such extra curricular but what can i do?...dancing is my life and my only vice. haha!! but you know what, sometimes i wish i shouldve not been so into it and i mean INTO dancing cause lately it gives me nothing but pain and anger due to some errrrm people and stuff. oh,,let me rephrase that...i love dancing but not all the people around me dancing as well...but hey, look at the brighter side, it makes me stronger, i mean they made me stronger and a fighter too.so sorry, im still surviving...

during the 14th, ofcourse dint expect for anything sweet or special to happen to me that day cause you know...no one extra special person right now, but when i arrived home from training, there was this big bouquet of orange and yellow roses and stuffed toy on my bed. awwww. what a nice day to end the <3s day.thank you boss :)

hmm..whatelse? ah!! went to jay javier for my pictorial this morning, oh i mean yesterday,feb19th. had a great time but twas tiring though, i also did my ballet poses there since i also missed our pictorial in celebrity. after that, off to ust. oh btw, its our arki week this week so basically NO regular classes for us. yipee!!! but were gonna be really busy now for the sdt concert, shocks. one week to go and i still cant do my frontwalk alone. :( i so hate gymnastics.too scary for me. haha!

i miss my happy-go-free life, you know...parties, bonding with my af bs, movie marathon, SHOPPING, road trip and many more...i miss having social life...i miss pampering myself...i miss all the things im doing before i get in sdt...tsktsk...oh well...if i dont pass in geom this finals, that just means God doesnt want me to suffer no more. hahaha! i know some of you know what im talking about. hehe. oh well...50-50. anyhoo..its past 12am, so ima rest for awhile then get ready for school na. ;p happy day everyone.

hope you guys can watch our concert next tue and wed!