trauma***

my phone got snatched this afternoon along p.noval/espana road, i was with my batchmate gari and a senior. shiiiit. now i know the feeling of being snatched, i thought its okay cause its only material thing that the snatchers get but i was wrong,once you encounter it...its really scary. so scary. its like this, gari and i accompanied a senior to go to UR for the sponsored goods for the concert this afternoon, (well, yesterday na pala) while we were waiting for a cab, there were 2 people on a motorcycle, the guy pulled my arms while the other guy pulled my phone over my id strap then snap.my phone was w/ them.i was SHOCKED. super SHOCKED. i was able to grab the shirt of the other guy (the one who got my phone, sitted on the back of the driver) but the motorcycle kept on going really fast,, in short..i was running really fast and was dragged along with them,,i just lost out of control when i saw the other guy getting something from his pocket and when i felt really tired of running...fcuk..after that my body felt numb and i dunno what to react..i was at the state of shock. gari and kuya jay were shocked as well to the point that they werent able to do something to save me, i cant blame them cause seriously, the whole scenario just happened so quickly and so traumatizing. shiiiiit. after that, i texted my mom. i dint cry or something,,,i just let it passed but when we arrived at ust around past 7pm, i got a call from my dad and tears just kept on flowing after our conversation and when i entered at the training hall, my batchmates came to me and asked if im okay and what happened,i cried again but not that obvious, i dont want to make a scene especially when theres many seniors around, my mind was somewhere else during our training, i felt so helpless and shit. it sucks big time. i have so many things in mind already then another problem came up..tsssssssssssk. anyway...dad and bro picked me up after the training, i felt secured again. we stopped over at brickroad to buy dvds, another way of making me feel better,oh well..i will surely miss my phone. ='c

dad asked me how much a second hand phone costs awhile ago so he could buy me a temporary phone asap and ironically i told him dont want to have a phone yet. weird. anyway...dress rehearsal later and i still lack costumes =/ im so not in the mood to fix my stuff. i havent recovered yet. trauma mode.

FRIENDS..

ill just text/inform you as soon as i get my new # and temporary phone. ill appreciate if you guys can send your # to me through YM/email/friendster or multiply. **private message please** thanks.