
stressed out
been really stressed this past days, some people are just too annoying..and i mean REALLY ANNOYING to the point that i want to hire a gunman or whoever who kills people to torture and kill them really slow. argh. anyway... too negative for an intro huh?...well, i have new layout. ai
nt it nice?! haha.
soooooo.lets go back track, its been more than a week that i arrive home around 11pm from our training,man that really sucks you know cause i like have 7am class EVERYDAY except friday!!!! argh,,,if not for my passion i wouldnt waste my time and effort for such extra curricular but what can i do?...dancing is my life and my only vice. haha!! but you know what, sometimes i wish i shouldve not been so into it and i mean INTO dancing cause lately it gives me nothing but pain and anger due to some errrrm people and stuff. oh,,let me rephrase that...i love dancing but not all the people around me dancing as well...but hey, look at the brighter side, it makes me stronger, i mean they made me stronger and a fighter too.so sorry, im still surviving...
during the 14th, ofcourse dint expect for anything sweet or special to happen to me that day cause you know...no one extra special person right now, but when i arrived home from training, there was this big bouquet of orange and yellow roses and stuffed toy on my bed. awwww. what a nice day to end the <3s day.thank you boss :)
hmm..whatelse? ah!! went to jay javier for my pictorial this morning, oh i mean yesterday,feb19th. had a great time but twas tiring though, i also did my ballet poses there since i also missed our pictorial in celebrity. after that, off to ust. oh btw, its our arki week this week so basically NO regular classes for us. yipee!!! but were gonna be really busy now for the sdt concert, shocks. one week to go and i still cant do my frontwalk alone. :( i so hate gymnastics.too scary for me. haha!
i miss my happy-go-free life, you know...parties, bonding with my af bs, movie marathon, SHOPPING, road trip and many more...i miss having social life...i miss pampering myself...i miss all the things im doing before i get in sdt...tsktsk...oh well...if i dont pass in geom this finals, that just means God doesnt want me to suffer no more. hahaha! i know some of you know what im talking about. hehe. oh well...50-50. anyhoo..its past 12am, so ima rest for awhile then get ready for school na. ;p happy day everyone.
hope you guys can watch our concert next tue and wed!
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