mixed thoughts

its been more than a week since my last entry,,,kinda busy and lazy to get online 'cause im usually out and all..you know,,,just enjoyin and makin the most out of summer 2006. wah! in less than 12 days im gonna be at school already, again. tsktsk. but this ones different 'cause im talkin about college life already and not hisgschool anymore..eeeeek. i feel so OLD. haha! in two weeks time, im gonna be a "commuter" (which im really SUCK in by the way. haha), MORE independent, risk taker (you know, crossing the "too busy" streets haha), and lastly a thomasian, who'll be a part of the so called "soon-to-architects" in the modern world. hopefully. haha! but eventhough im not in aa anymore, im still a part of it, sa old assumptionista nga lang. haha!



hay, its just so funny 'cause alot of my friends were actually "worrying" to how am i gonna get to my school and and go home from school safely because like ive said, i really suck to that. haha! and whenever i commute, i get paranoid and all, thinkin that people around me will do something not right. hahaha! whataloser. some of my friends are actually willing to accompany me goin to school even if their school are far from mine. hahaha! so nice. they'll gonna accompany me until i get the hang of commuting and all. hahaha! i also have this friend who's willing to drive his car for me all the way from admu to ust. ganon sila kaconcern. ahahaha!! nonsense, thats why im not THAT super scared anymore when it comes to transportation, haha! in fact im challenged by it, makes me wanna try to commute all by myself from cainta to espana. haha! goodluck to me. haha! =p hmmm... so much with "commutin".



dads finally arrivin from frisco next sunday, i super cant wait. hihi, he seemed pretty excited with my first day of school 'cause he's actually shopping some "archi stuff" for me in the states. haha!! how cute =p well, when i told him that im just gonna borrow stuff from kuya since he's not using all his stuff and all, and kuya offered his stuff to me to borrow/use, dads reply was no. haha! he doesnt like the idea of sharing things 'cause he feels that there'll come a time when there'll be conflict and cunfusion and all..haha! nonsense, in short...dad just wants me and kuya to have our OWN "archi stuff". ahaha! which i think dad will also use when he does his plates/projects. tssss. hahaha! oh well,, i'll leave those buying stuff for college to dad 'cause seriously i dont have any idea what i need for my course. hahaha! loser. anyway, im so happy 'cause i dont have a class on our first day (june 13), because i dont have schedule every tuesday. haha! so basically my first day will be on wednesday. nice. haha! but im still gonna go to ust on tuesday to pick up my effin unfirom. craaaaap. haha! i seriously dont like our uniform, the browning with maroon lining polo and maroon pants thing just sucks like hell. haha! sama. oh well... i hope ill get the hang of it as soon as possible. haha!!



omg. im so in the mood to blog right now and i dont know why. haha! i just feel so light and happy for whatever reason/s. the other night the estebans plus two balikbayan had dinner at our place and after dinner, bro, my two cousins vboy and kirby and yours truly had bonding/drinkin session. haha! i told you im one of the boys,,haha! just kiddin, ayun... twas my first time to drink bottleS of red horse. haha! im not a beer person so thats kinda new to me. haha! around 11p, we decided to go for a joy ride, and so off to tiendesitas for a while then to eastwood. haha! i was feelin sleepy and sort of dizzy that time but i can still carry myself so im not drunk. okay?! haha! left there past midnight, dropped my cousins off to their place then straight to our crib. so here's the funny part... as soon as our car got in the garage, i went straight to thr bathroom and KABOOM...i puked. haha!!! so NOT right. kuya kept on teasing me and copying what i did that night. tssss. migadht. twas my first time to vomit because of drinkin. tsssss. oh well, atleast sa bahay. whoooo, whatanexperience.



hmmm. whatelse to talk about? ah,,,the other day some pt friends and i performed along quezon ave. (wildlife something) t. charry invited us to perform, haha! danced hiphop with angela, papu and c.nep. yes, i got paid. so happy =p then we went to gateway afterwards. ate at teriyaki boy the strolled for awhile, since were not in the mood to watch movie, shop and all that shit we just decided to hang around at kathleen's place and just bum there. haha! so yun,, went home late. haha! had choir service that evening too, well actually this weeks's fully loaded, slept over at kath's place with angela and went night swimmin with papu, then movie marathon with c.nep. haha! hmmm..whatelse...actaully,, theres more but i cant actually remember them all. haha!! so whattheheck.



i think im startin to like a guy, but not like "like"... haha! just admire him for his bein athletic and good bball player, nothin more nothin less. haha! not YET a crush and i hope not. haha! labo. i just dont like the feelin that when you have a crush and people find out about that they'll start teasin you and all...tssss...then that person will have an idea that you like/crush him/her, tsk. super crap. haha! when that happens to me, i usually change my mind to not "crushing" or "liking" him anymore. haha! so if you were to ask me who's my crush as of now...wala pa..okay? please lang, wag makulit,,tsk.


soooooooo..too much for nonsense crap, ima sign off...tahtah! =p