adore&respect.

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

trig test tom. shooot

i wanna share what i wrote in my written composition 2 [own/someone else love story] which i made last night, deadline kasi today. hahaha! halatannng nagcacram.hahaha! any..i just invented this one but i use "I" in it, hehe. well, there were some parts wherein i can say i can connect with my life,,hahaha! but as a whole, gawa2x ko lang. ehehe. so here ir goes,,

I Thought He Was "The One"

Since I was a little girl I really wanted to have my own prince charming just like in fairly tale..someone who will save me whenever I'm in danger, someone who will take care of me and treat me as a princess.. someone whom I can run to whenever I feel down or simply saying..someone who will love me unconditionally and endlessly despite ny shortcomings and weaknesses.

I met this guy few years back during my early high school days at a party. Well, I really didn't meet this guy completely at first because I was too shy then and I was not in the mood to interact with others either. So when my friend introduced him to me I just smiled and we exchanged words for only a few seconds. However,at that moment I felt something strange inside me which was really hard to explain but then I didn't mind that "feeling" and then just let it pass. Few days after, I received a short text message asking how am I doing and if I had fun in the party, and at the end of the message I read his name. I became so excited and I blushed at the same time. The same "strange feeling" I again felt. Though I wanted so much to make a reply, I waited for a day to pass before I finally sent my first "Hi. I am ok. Thanks.." That was the start of us becoming friends. Soon after, I realized that we always made it our daily routine to get in touched with each other, whether through text messages, landline, internet chat and all sorts of communication technology that's available. Those exchange of experiences gave me a chance to get to know him better and vise versa until one day, I realized that I was starting to like him and beginning to miss him too. He possesses a lot of qualities that I am looking for in a man. He seemed very thoughtful, gentleman, presentable, active, God -fearing, child-at heart and lastly, has great sense of humor. He is intelligent too for he helped me with my school works and at times I consult him with my problems. He never fails to make me smile or laugh each day.. He also respects my family and friends that's why I was already building to trust him. Our friendship grew deeper and deeper until we admitted that there is this special feeling of between us, a feeling of "falling in love" perhaps, or a feeling of being more than friends.

It was really awkward for both of us at first admitting this "special bonding" but as time flies we got used to having sweet moments until it reached to a point where he asked me if I could be his girlfriend. I didn't say yes right away because I want to have some time to reflect on this proposal and ask myself several times if I am really ready for a commitment. After some months of waiting, the magic words came out of my mouth and finally I said yes when he asked me the second time around. That very instant, he jumped and danced for joy.

Our relationship didn't last and turn out the way as I wanted to because of certain issues and circumstances he got involved with, one example to which was when their class have parties with some girls from exclusive schools. Since then, he became less thoughtful, sweet and caring to me until I found out that some girls from the parties were texting him and inviting him to come with them whenever they go out for malling or watching movies and he didn't even tell me about those that's why I lost my trust on him a little bit. We tried to fix our problem and misunderstanding out but then I've been hearing so many stuff about the things he do with other girls which made me decide to just end our relationship right away because he has been unfaithful to me already. When I told him that I'm ending our relationship he didn't want to but then I've given him a chance to correct his mistakes but he didn't take it seriously and so I have to be brave and face the fact that he is not worthy of being my boyfriend already because of his attitude. It took months for me to heal the pain that I felt during the break-up but life must go on and shouldn't be taken for granted. After some months, we were able to meet again and talk about stuff just what normal friends do whenever they see each other and its good to know that we are back again, not as couples anymore but only as friends. It was good for me to have this experience.. I will never forget.

any, super daming school load,,tae! tomorrow UT1 na sa trigonometry,,hay..nakuha ko na grade ko sa english,,well..oki naman kaso di ako kontento. haaay. saturday morning yung UPCAT ko, sa solair building,,so far isa pa lang alam kong kasama ko na friend ko,,si czacza! haha. atleast diba? hayyy. next week,,mid qt na and ut1 ng ibang subjects so masestress nanaman ako. haha! hmm,,nagreport na kami ni bianca sa philo kanina,,yey,,tapos na rin. ehehe! cge, yun lang. aral nako trig. mamayooo. tahtah!

@ 5:30 PM