dance+music=life

after so many months

2008-04-02T15:13:00.002+08:00

IM BACK!!!

but i will definitely updating my multiply site more often.

its http://iamfyae.multiply.com

haha.

♥faye

typhoon egay

2007-08-15T15:31:00.000+08:00

atlast. time to blog. i miss this. anyway....

hows my life lately??...

its school and training. no time for myself, for shopping, movies, parties blahblah... oh well.. have to deal with it. lapit na cheer comp. *sigh*

gdluck to us. to me. hmmm...

tamad nako. bye.

one time big time

2007-07-01T10:55:00.000+08:00

COME

AND

WATCH

THE

70TH

UAAP

GRAND

OPENING

TO

BE

HOSTED

BY

THE

UNIVERSITY OF SANTO TOMAS

ON THE 7TH OF JULY 2007, SATURDAY

AT THE ARANETA COLISEUM.

sasayaw kami!!! :)

....

2007-06-12T10:59:00.000+08:00

happy 19th birthday to my co-bully kei tiu-laurel!!! we love you :)
love bullies.

2007-06-06T10:46:00.001+08:00

i miss alot of people. *sigh*

errrm day

2007-06-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

WHAT A DAY. thats all i can say.

...

2007-06-03T09:19:00.000+08:00

what an overload week it was.

monday
we had rehearsal with sir rene for the uaap opening,we only had 2 runs of the barrio part. sayang lang yung effort namin pumunta ng maaga at magrehearse na parang wala lang. tsk. haha! but its fine.

tuesday
cancelled training with kuya ryan (9am-1p) but we had training with sir rene in the afternoon until around 6p. slept at the condo with some bullies. (D session again), hehe! fun night. oh, ryan came over din pala.

wednesday
(morning) dad and bro went to ust to pay my bills , hehe. then around 1pm we went to the gym for the general rehearsal with sir rene. twas super tiring, went home with sky then there was heavy rain, super hassle cause we dint bring any umbrella. shoot talaga yun.

thursday
training with kuya ryan, rehearsed the painting for friday's intermission show in mc (sayawatha'c summer recital),,went home kinda late cause i fixed some of my things in the condo and bonded a little with my friends.saw ton in the lrt so buti nalang may kasama ako pauwi. nice =p anyway, before heading at my place i dropped by first at the club house to see some of my kapatids (they were watching the sagala) but i dint stay that long 'cause im so not feeling well that time. hehe!

friday
went to ust before lunch, meeting place namin before punta mc. left there around past 2:30 i think. gari, maike and i rode with kuya ryan. hihi. grabe ang saya ko :) bwahahaha. any...arrived in mc around 4pm, ayun...block lang and run ng dance namin then we run-thru the whole show. after that, nagprepare na kami para sa event that evening. after the show, the seniors ate at dencio's with kuya ryan, super busog as in. left there around past 10p i guess then the bullies and some seniors went to forbes na. overnight at kei's. super fun night/morning. hehe.

saturday
left makati around past 7:30a, (super bangag pa kami lahat,haha) then off to ust for training with kuya ryan. we had hiphop class which by the way im really starting to enjoy. =) then rehearsed bmt for tuesday's show. training ended around past 12pm then lunch break, 1:30p gymnastics training with coach i-forgot-his name.(seniors lang) super tiring. AS IN. oa, to think wala pa kami tulog and we drank pa the night before,,kamusta naman samin. haha! hmmm..ended around 5ish pm. (ang tagal sobra), any..after that, off to condo to freshen up then we ate dinner first before going home. arrived home around 9p, sobrang lowbat na ako nun.

sunday
hmm...we have surprise bday party for jaico tonight in eastwood, hehe. another parteeeeey! yey! =) lubusin na summer, malapit na magpasukan uli e.

anyway...af, i have kwento. ill make kwento when we see each other again or whatever. its about you know. ill update you guys, hopefully soon. i love and miss you purely Bs. *sigh*

***at last, we can talk.

family day

2007-05-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

today was fun. went out with my family like the good old days..haha! its been super long since we last went out as a complete family kasi, we were so busy doing our own stuff. we went to eastwood after lunch 'cause we were all bored at home, haha! watched pirates III, super nice :) then ate dinner. too tired to make kwento,,basta today was fun. :)

training again tom. haaaaaaaaaaay. but is fine, pangpalakas at pangpapayat. hehe. taba ko na eh. =)) sooo..this is all for now.

tahtah!

untitled

2007-05-26T23:22:00.001+08:00

its so fucking hard to trust a guy again....PERIOD.

summer trippins'

2007-05-04T09:11:00.000+08:00

oh yea. summer has been tough but hell fun. i just hate the fact that i still havent gone to the beach nor pool and get tanned. whattaloser. i know. but that'll end, im heading to the beach this weekend with my af barkada. i super cant wait to see and bond with them. shiiiiit. its been so long since i last get to hang out with those bitches and tomorrow's the chance to make up with them since im always unavailable every af bonding because of our training.

anyway. went out with the bullies and some new found friends last wed at makati. twas a last minute night out which gone wild. we just stayed at the condo the whole day and watched dvds, around past 7p, we went at shasha's to dress up for the night then off to pier one, ate dinner first then start with the D.session. stayed there til' past 12mn then off to mint to parteeey. this is the start of gettin wild (but not wild "wild") haha! labo. basta yun. alot of things happened and shiiit, its super unexpected. was really drunk and i hate it. the last shot that they served was the salarin. anyway, after that off to forbes to rest a lil bit but since almost all of us are super drunk we stayed there til' mornin. erm. wasted night, super. cant really remember all that i was doin and so with my girlfriends. errrm. good thing my sober friends took care of me. haha! and sky, and kei, and steffi, and bevs. haha! (lahat na pala). (yesterday) we forcely woke up around 8am since we have training at 10a,shiiit i hate the feeling of hangover. super. i was supposed to train, i took a bath, wore training clothes but my body cant function normally. haha! i forced myself to get up and go training but my body just cant. so i just slept and so were gari and steffi. gaaahd. we had afternoon training that same day, that time gari and i attended. ayun,,,feeling better but my head was still aching. haha! after training, we went back to the condo..fixed my laundry cause im goin home, when sky,pao and i were about to leave the place sha called me up and said that they were heading at the condo with kuya ryan and some batch04 seniors. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! its super unexpected. hehe. kuya ryan our choreo visited our place...shooox. but its cool. hehe! we also have night out last night at grilla, ghills but i dint come =/ kasama sila kuya ryan and ate dazha. awww. sayang. but is fine, atleast i get to rest enough my body. hehe!

hmm. whatelse? ah...i have a grad dinner party to attend to later.hihi! another parteeey. yey! hahahaha!! ima see my SB again. yey! but were incomplete 'cause jaico left for the states yesterday. BOO! haha =)) we have despidida party for my cousin tomorrow here in our place, she's going to panama to be a missionary for two years. how interesting is that right?! ima miss her. but i wont be able to see her tom cause im goin to zambales. but i told her to come over today so we can bond. haha!(ang makwento)...

any...im confused again. errrr =/ help me. please.

long post

2007-04-30T09:50:00.000+08:00

finally, no training today. :) but we have training naman tom, morning til afternoon. grabe talaga last week, everyday training tas may days pa na twice yung training in one day, morning and evening. super tiring talaga yun. anyway,,,its fun naman at the same time cause i get to hang out with my friends in sdt and some people. hihi! its just sad 'cause i cant really get to hang out with my sister bitches, the AF. sobrang tumatama kasi sa schedule ko yung af bonding eh which is super crappy....=/ basta, babawi talaga ako sa lahat ng namiss ko na af bonding.

anyway...kwento time.

we have a condo unit already along p.noval and dapitan kasi nga dahil sa summer training. kei insisted to share her unit to us since hindi naman siya talaga dun natutulog, kinuha lang niya yun para may place siya to rest pag break. haha! sayang naman if hindi nagagamit so yun, share share nalang kami. saya nga eh..super :) last week lang kami nagstay dun and alot of things happened na...basta,,hehe!!! ayun,F na F na namin yung college life, nakakatawa nga kasi parang bahay na talaga namin yung buong ust. seryoso.haha! naglalakad kami dun na mukang gusgusin after training and stuff like that,,basta yun.hehehe. sa wakas, naka-adapt narin ako sa manila life. lalang. second day sa condo, inuman na.haha!!! tas the following day may training, wooh. boss came over pala sa condo with ton but they dint stay that long kasi baka maamoy sa lrt.haha! gay. day 3, inuman again. yun talaga yung hardcore kasi alvin's leaving for the states and will be coming back mga second sem na. =( im gonna miss that peps. hmmm...actually marami pang nangyari but im too lazy to remember them all. haha! boss picked me up in our condo last saturday after training. libre lahat, (dapat lang. hahaha!). yesterday was family day. went out with my family, ate lunch outside blahblahblah. the afternoon, i went to xai's since wala siyang kasama sa house plus kinuha ko ung mga chocolates. haha! then went to the court to watch bebe and keith's bball game. super benta talaga nung mga gay na yun. lalang...then after the game, sinamahan ko uli si xai magmass then after that we went home na.

summer training with kuya ryan is so i dunno. lalakas ka talaga, puro conditioning ng katawan. grabe gymnastics, hindi talaga siya for me. ewan ko ba. but i have to. i really have to. nakakasad lang kasi hindi ako consistent sa mga stunts ko. ang crappy talaga. =/ kuya ry is starting to train me as a flyer. shiiiiiiit. eh ang lambotlambot ko pa naman. craaaaaap pati diwag pag itotoss na. seryoso. ang loser ko no? ahaha! basta goal ko talaga malagpasan ko yung fear ko sa gymnastics and cheering. btw,,,magkakaroon na ng cheerleaders uli,yey!!!hindi na kami magliligpit and stuff...hindi na kami 30min earlier sa training, hindi na kami magiging utusan. hindi na ako magwawalis. love it! haha! tomorrow na yung audition nila eh, lalang. i cant wait. sobra! =)

any. lapit na elections, vote wisely. hindi kaya ako nakapag-paregister, super loser. pero whatever, bahala na. tahtah!cx

summer=work

2007-04-23T13:22:00.000+08:00

its been awhile talaga,,alot of things happened. but theres one significant thing that really happened to me this month,,,

senior na ako sa sdt. yipeee. sarap ng feeling,,grabe. :) basta yun,,,wont go into details.

anyway,,summer ko puro training, as in. =\ everyday,,,kaya magcocondo na ako with my batchmates. yiiiiiih. exciting!!! haha! any,,,ima rest muna. tahtah!

what to do...what to do?

2007-04-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

yey! i passed in all of my subjects. i passed in geometry! whew. but heres the ERRRR part, i got a 3 in theology,,migadth! can you believe that?! theo na nga lang yun eh,,ang errr talaga ni VARGAS. tsktsktskstskstsk. halos lahat kami 3 then my classmates ako na 5 nakuha. shiiiiit siya. any...

found out that more than 2 of my sdt batchmates failed in some of their subjects meaning to say, goodbly sdt. OMG. i dont want them to go, i mean..sino bang may gusto right? eventhough ayaw namin ng pagtreat samin, masakit parin sa puso maalis sa sdt dahil sa failing grade...lalo na sobrang sandali na lang at magiging srs na kami..(sana) sayang..super sayang... ang onti na namin...=c

went to the doctor yesterday and today. ayun,,,dami ko ng bawal kainin na food. i have scoliosis,,well..noted lang but shitman, all this time db? lalang. tas mababa yung something ko sa blood..basta yun...then yung sugat ko pa..tsktsk.hate it!

amazing 20 recital of pinktoes was fun. ima miss ccp again, ima miss ballet. ima miss my co-seniors, ima miss pinktoes. last ko na kasi e,,,lalang.

two days to go

2007-03-22T14:10:00.001+08:00

wah! i cant beleive it, two more days left 'til my first year in college, wah! the next thing we know im an architect na.haha!! (OA sa fast forward) shoooooooot. im STILL praying that ima pass geometry and physics. screw those shit. i really had a HARD time answering our 100+ pts final exam in physics and oh not to mention geom. argh. why do they have to torture me like this?! yes, i reviewed but how come i cant effin answer a thing during the exams. shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. if i fail, goodbye sdt. hello irregular student. major dead to my parents =s =s =s oh well, im planning to quit narin naman in sdt so whatever, im tired with them, them bossing me around ALL the time, i mean who would want to experience that right?! especially when you know its below the belt? sheesh. i SUPER hope their system change, change for the betterment of the group...i hope it will not only be a group but family as well...FAMILY, thats the one missing in the troupe.im not backstabbing it or anything, im just saying what i feel.

we dont have exam today so that means i dint go to school but i think we have training and im not planning to attend cause i have plates pending and besides its exam week for heavens sake. anyway,,,my friend helped me out in my graphics final exam, he helped me wih the perspective..hehe! he is such a life saver, i dont know what will i do without him. thank you pada!! i super owe you big time! ♠

hmmm.whatelse? i have this "problem" with regards to my close friend and "my" guy. argh. typical love triangle i suppose.its sucks you know...it feels so awkward to be happy whenever im with my close friend and "my" guy sms or call me, i know i shouldnt feel awkward cause theres nothin really special between us but sheesh, girl instinct. im happy cause he sms/calls and AGAIN but i can feel the hurt im giving towards my close friend...tsk...and now he's blaming himself because of his whatever reasons...tsktsk...love really can be effin bullshit sometimes...but sometimes its so heaven-ish (hahaha!! you get what i mean,sorry for the imbento term) so there...

i want a doggie. my pet scooby is soo old that he couldnt go up and down the stairs like he used to, its so funny cause whenever he attempts to go upstairs he falls down so we just carry him (even if he weighs more than i do. ) scoobys not even cute anymore, hes not fat like he used to and he hates petting him like before, haha!! hes not active na, he cant even run fast. haha! kaya i want a new pup! a cute fat one. hehe! our mail box is big enough for your gift. ^_^ hehe.

i miss af and their bitchness.argh.it suck cause i was supposed to go at agots last sat but my bro arrived home really late so hindi na ko tumuloy. tsssk. the last time i saw them was during danXing tas i wasnt able to bond with them pa cause i rode with tin going home.

before i end this i just wanna greet my friend paul briones a happy birthday! paul!! may utang ka samin sa sabado!! =)

tahtah!♥ yep

normal day

2007-03-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

first of..

belated happy 19th agot dear (mar.18)!
happy 19th birthday inna beybi!
happy 19th also kim ramos!

i love you guys!!! so much. cx

3 tests down. 4 more to go. tsk. its our physics test tomorrow and you know what? i dont understand every single thing of the topics given. shiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. im dead tomorrow. good thing i dont have to study for filipino and humanities, its super less load. BUT i havent finished my plate 3 in design so that means i have to cram my plates AGAIN tomorrow. lets not forget my effin graphics finals, i so hate perspective. as in SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! get what i mean?. crappy drafting. =/ the only major class i love is our visual technique. hihi. its hard but fun at the same time especially when you finish it right away.

anyhoo..after exams, off to big r to meet some of the sb people, xai and kit. ate lunch and then karaoke at timezone. haaaaaaaay. twas fun, (its okay to treat yourself after the sabaw-moment of geom and theology finals.) our finals in theo was so wierd. =s anyway...thats done already so i leave it all to Him. LOrd, i hope i pass geom. please.please.please.

since its inna's bday today, SB prepared a simple card for her, twas nice seeing the whole gang again after 48 years, haha! we met up in my house and then off to inna's to give our simple surprise then after that bebe dropped us off in our place.

i have a very huge problem. help. ='/

happy birthday lurve!

2007-03-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

happy 19th birthday to my ka-af agot ordonez!!! i love and miss you big time. cant wait to see and hang out with you dear. see you soon!

2007-03-12T00:34:00.000+08:00

A - Age you first believed inlove?
~9,i was inlove with aaron carter! haha
B - Band listening to right now?
~dashboard
C - Car oF ur DreAms
~dami
D - Dad's name?
~boy
E - Easiest person to make u laugh?
~raed!!
F - Food you miss most?
~truffles chocolate
G - Any encounters with ghosts?
~i think
H - Who is in your heart right now?
~WAS in my heart?...**s*
I- Interesting unknown fact about you?
~i dunno
J - just tell me who's the last personwho kissed you.
~mom, kissed her goodnight
K - Kissing with eyes open or closed?
~closed
L - Last time you did fight?
~tagal na
M - Most memorable moment you canthink of in a minute?
~sinabayan niya ko umuwi from training
N - Nicknames?
~yep,pepay,pipay,faye
O - Open Up! What's your most valued possession?
~my heart.wahahahahaha!! tae, ewan ko
P - Place you are right now.
~attic
Q - Quote you heard for the last twominutes?
~nothing
R - Remembered the last time you cried?
~during our design class last monday, si michael kasi e.hehe
S - Song you last sang?
~i miss you
T - Time you woke up?
~7am-ish
U - Use love in a sentence.
~love-what the hell is that?! (bitter?) hahaha
V - Vegetable you hate most?
~uhm...
W - What are you most afraid of?
~singko
X-rated love life?
~???
Y - Year you were born?
~ nineteeneightyseven
Z - Zodiac sign?
~scorpio baby!

***done w/ my scheme.finally,i can sleep.nyt everyone.

2007-03-10T00:27:00.000+08:00

pagod na ako. ayokong ng gumawa ng design, fudger. taeng balai datu yan.haha!!! ang dami dami kopang kulang, AS IN. wala pakong schemes, floorplan, elevations, sections, perspectives. t*ena. to think monday na lahat, shiiiiit. =s i need someone who can help me, errrm kasi eh, kapatid ko may ginagawa rin, lalo na dad ko. tssssss. (haha, ako pa may ganang magalit?) im sure wala nanaman akong tulog nito until next week.

asar, hindi ko madownload yung ym ko. nasobrahan ata sa virus scan comp ko lahat ng pwedeng may virus nakablock na, tsktsk. hindi tuloy ako makapag-ym. tsss.

gusto ko sumayaw. yung sayaw talaga tapos walang issues.basta yun. gusto ko sumayaw ng bigay na bigay talaga. gusto ko na uli magchoreo ng sayaw at kumita,,nabubulok na pagkacreative ko sa pagchoreo, tsktsk. kaso bawal kasi eh, daming rules sa sdt...haaaaaay.

i cant find my dashboard cds!!!. =( =( =(

sana maging masaya ako mamayang gabi.hehe.lalang. =p

untitled

2007-03-09T08:27:00.000+08:00

whatever comes out my mind...

2007-03-07T20:03:00.000+08:00

stop with the emo thing. so effin fed up with it. dont want to be affected anymore, sheesh..please stop entering into my head. i saw your name twice today in espanya and legarda. its not helping. i wanna move on.cant effin figure out why am i like this, i dont even love you nor inlove with you.i just miss you but then im fine with it.argh.anyway...

i was browsing some of my old files here and you know what? i realize how time run so fast. really fast. wanna share some of my precious memories with you guys, atleast these can make me feel better *somehow*

during our sohpnight in valle6. second year hs. haha!!! nene! thats avic, me, reg and ali :)

junior highschool year-our barkada, AF. with our yellow "bumblebee" jackets"

after our junior prom, i had my haircut really short. boycut. argh!!! GUSTO KO ULI!kaso bawal =s

any...tinatamad na uli ako magupload.haha! sorry. any..ima do my plates na, to keep myself busy para di ako malungkot masyado.

cant wait for saturday! weeeeeeeeh!

still blank

2007-03-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

nothin really extraodinary happened this day. went to my dermatologist during our break, sheeeesh. i hate my allergy, it really makes me depressed. tsktsk. hmm...design class was fine, we had quiz, we were asked to design the balai datu's main gate.haha! mine was super i dunno..curly? haha. nonsense. hmmm. met with xai at gateway on my way home, bonded for awhile, ate pizza and pasta then went home. i missed her alot.

you know who/what i also miss?
thee AF
SBs
co-senior ballerinas
bullies
DANCING w/o any pressure from other errrr people
SUMMER!!!

i STILL have lots to do in academics. plates, make-up quizzes, reports, thesis.argh!!! i hate it.i hate it.i hate it! just thinking of all those crappy school sh*t makes me wanna die, what more if im gonna do all of those? as what my hs classmates say "lets have mass suicide, NOW" haha! shiiiiiiit.

anyway. ~~i still cant get over him~~

....

2007-03-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

my thoughts.

im confused.
confused in many things. in school. my extra curricular. what i really want in life. my friends and my love life. YES, you read it correctly, lovelife. tsk. it confuses me alot. i mean, lets face it, im at a legal age already, a college student, independent (in a way) and matured(?). so whats my point? i just realized that im so alone, no one to share stories with, share laughters and heartaches, share food, share whatever things you wanna share with and so on.. (aside from friends and family ha) in short, im looking for someone who can make me feel special, someone whom i can share whatever stories i have in mind, someone whom i can take pictures with whenever we have a chance, someone whos ready to listen and give advices to me, someone i can make lambing with, someone i can bully, someone i can go out with blah blah blah... actually, having a boyfriend right now isnt really in my mind (no time for it.i guess.haha), all i want is someone who has time for me, who'll always by my side and can make me feel okay whenever im down. tsk. how i wish there's this someone, how i wish he's still here. but i guess not. sometimes life is so unfair and you just have to deal w/ that 'cause thats how life works. i need someone who's willing to wait for me and at the same time does sweet stuff for me.

moving on, im really having a hard time catching up in school because of the classes that i missed this week due to our concert preparation. im having a second thought of continuing my course, most of the time im asking myself if architecture is really for me...tsk. its so effin hard. so hard. the only thing that keeps me staying is my blockmates. and oh, my family as well.

im also planning to quit in sdt right now. frankly speaking, i cant see any family our there. i have nothing against the troupe or something, its just that im really used to a family atmosphere, no seniority, no divisions, no discrimination. im so fed up with the effin seniority thing, its not helping us. tsk.

i have this friend, i wont mention his name and i really dunno what he's up to. he's really nice and one of the closest to me in school. i really dunno what to do nor react, he's been a joker to me since he makes me laugh all the time but recently, he's been somewhat serious on some of his hirits to me. i dunno. it seems that it has double meaning. i dont want to be a feeler naman but shit. i dunno what to do anymore, i dont want our friendship to be ruined 'cause of falling inlove or something. i dont want to break his heart or anything 'cause he's been a part of me too. its just that i just see him as a friend, super close one and i think its up to there only. tssk. and i must admit, i dont want to lose him.

anyway. im missing someone. i dunno why. betteryet forget him nalang, it seems that nothings gonna happen naman. haaaay.

"almost home"-sdt dance concert

2007-02-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

concert tomorrow. wish me luck :)

happy birthday maike! i love you :P

trauma***

2007-02-24T00:40:00.000+08:00

my phone got snatched this afternoon along p.noval/espana road, i was with my batchmate gari and a senior. shiiiit. now i know the feeling of being snatched, i thought its okay cause its only material thing that the snatchers get but i was wrong,once you encounter it...its really scary. so scary. its like this, gari and i accompanied a senior to go to UR for the sponsored goods for the concert this afternoon, (well, yesterday na pala) while we were waiting for a cab, there were 2 people on a motorcycle, the guy pulled my arms while the other guy pulled my phone over my id strap then snap.my phone was w/ them.i was SHOCKED. super SHOCKED. i was able to grab the shirt of the other guy (the one who got my phone, sitted on the back of the driver) but the motorcycle kept on going really fast,, in short..i was running really fast and was dragged along with them,,i just lost out of control when i saw the other guy getting something from his pocket and when i felt really tired of running...fcuk..after that my body felt numb and i dunno what to react..i was at the state of shock. gari and kuya jay were shocked as well to the point that they werent able to do something to save me, i cant blame them cause seriously, the whole scenario just happened so quickly and so traumatizing. shiiiiit. after that, i texted my mom. i dint cry or something,,,i just let it passed but when we arrived at ust around past 7pm, i got a call from my dad and tears just kept on flowing after our conversation and when i entered at the training hall, my batchmates came to me and asked if im okay and what happened,i cried again but not that obvious, i dont want to make a scene especially when theres many seniors around, my mind was somewhere else during our training, i felt so helpless and shit. it sucks big time. i have so many things in mind already then another problem came up..tsssssssssssk. anyway...dad and bro picked me up after the training, i felt secured again. we stopped over at brickroad to buy dvds, another way of making me feel better,oh well..i will surely miss my phone. ='c

dad asked me how much a second hand phone costs awhile ago so he could buy me a temporary phone asap and ironically i told him dont want to have a phone yet. weird. anyway...dress rehearsal later and i still lack costumes =/ im so not in the mood to fix my stuff. i havent recovered yet. trauma mode.

FRIENDS..

ill just text/inform you as soon as i get my new # and temporary phone. ill appreciate if you guys can send your # to me through YM/email/friendster or multiply. **private message please** thanks.

stressed out

2007-02-20T01:13:00.000+08:00

been really stressed this past days, some people are just too annoying..and i mean REALLY ANNOYING to the point that i want to hire a gunman or whoever who kills people to torture and kill them really slow. argh. anyway... too negative for an intro huh?...well, i have new layout. aint it nice?! haha.

soooooo.lets go back track, its been more than a week that i arrive home around 11pm from our training,man that really sucks you know cause i like have 7am class EVERYDAY except friday!!!! argh,,,if not for my passion i wouldnt waste my time and effort for such extra curricular but what can i do?...dancing is my life and my only vice. haha!! but you know what, sometimes i wish i shouldve not been so into it and i mean INTO dancing cause lately it gives me nothing but pain and anger due to some errrrm people and stuff. oh,,let me rephrase that...i love dancing but not all the people around me dancing as well...but hey, look at the brighter side, it makes me stronger, i mean they made me stronger and a fighter too.so sorry, im still surviving...

during the 14th, ofcourse dint expect for anything sweet or special to happen to me that day cause you know...no one extra special person right now, but when i arrived home from training, there was this big bouquet of orange and yellow roses and stuffed toy on my bed. awwww. what a nice day to end the <3s day.thank you boss :)

hmm..whatelse? ah!! went to jay javier for my pictorial this morning, oh i mean yesterday,feb19th. had a great time but twas tiring though, i also did my ballet poses there since i also missed our pictorial in celebrity. after that, off to ust. oh btw, its our arki week this week so basically NO regular classes for us. yipee!!! but were gonna be really busy now for the sdt concert, shocks. one week to go and i still cant do my frontwalk alone. :( i so hate gymnastics.too scary for me. haha!

i miss my happy-go-free life, you know...parties, bonding with my af bs, movie marathon, SHOPPING, road trip and many more...i miss having social life...i miss pampering myself...i miss all the things im doing before i get in sdt...tsktsk...oh well...if i dont pass in geom this finals, that just means God doesnt want me to suffer no more. hahaha! i know some of you know what im talking about. hehe. oh well...50-50. anyhoo..its past 12am, so ima rest for awhile then get ready for school na. ;p happy day everyone.

hope you guys can watch our concert next tue and wed!

random thoughts

2007-01-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

im tired. just came from the church to hear mass but beore that, we had training in the morning (call mailto:time@) until quarter to 5pm, we just had 45 min lunch break and that's it. anyway...we just started rehearsing our dances for the sdt annual concert this month and to think its a month away na, super bilis so sobra sobra na talaga yung training. AS IN. no social life for me (again),everyday from4:30pm until past 9pm tas we (apprentices) will wait for the seniors to leave first, thats why sometimes,oh i mean most of the times i arrived home around past 11 or 12. then i have class @ 7am. sheeesh. too much of training and school loads talaga. buts that's fine, im loving our dances. as in. its super ONE OF A KIND. im NOT kidding..its a must see..i just wish that AF will be there to watch and support me, miske onti lang but ofcourse masaya pa rin pag buo. haaaay. busy narin kasi sila fo sure tas sa ust pa so feeling ko wala rin makakawatch. :S hmmm..anyhoo...

got my prelim grades already, except geom and humanities. i really dont want to see my geom test result. =/ seriously. :( ayokong maga 5 sa card kasi maalis na ako sa sdt. :( eh super lapit nalang para maging senior na kami plus onti nalang kami sa batch and im starting to enjoy narin. kaya please, God, have mercy....second sem really suck. errrrrrrrrrrrrrm.

hmm..whatelse? ah,,i uploaded some pictures in my multi, go check it out if you want.hahaha!! ima end this already, cant think of anything to write anymore. tahtah.

:)

2007-01-14T17:35:00.000+08:00

kwento time.

last night was unexpected, i was surprised.i feel special.i had a great time. :) wont go into so much details anymore. haha! tamad.

been really busy in school, training and church activities thats why i didnt get a chance to update every ones in awhile like i used to. my school works always get harder and harder eveyday especially my drawing classes. i really suck on those, fcuk...i so hate perspective. to think its one of the basics in my course, what more if i get into higher level?! i feel so hopeless in my future career. whattaloser. its our prelims this week and tom i have 4 tests...craaaaap.im so not ready, especially in geometry =s math as usual. im so gonna fail. i am so will be kicked out in salinggawi if i get 5.0 =s shiiiiit. i really have to pass or else im out. goodbye sdt, goodbye to all my hardwork and sacrifices. tsk. im gonna make sure that wont happen. God have mercy on me. please?

our concert in salinggawi dance troupe is next month already,the concept is really nice.i like it. :) its a must see dance concert so DON'T miss it! hehe! weve been working on it really hard since last year so i guarantee you, that its worth it. :) waaaah. i feel so lazy updating so ima end this now. til next blog.

finally

2007-01-14T02:00:00.000+08:00

guys!!!

im back. after 48 years,,haha!! :)) uhmmm...new template. simple and plain. dami ako kwento. but ima sleep na,,kapagod training.

2006-11-27T20:07:00.001+08:00

i miss posting.

second semester equals HELL

2006-11-11T11:12:00.000+08:00

so...i met almost all of our professors and you know what i think my second sem would be alot harder than before :( lets just start with my prof in geometry, shiiiit.super terror, eh i suck in math so goodluck to me. then my english prof, i dunno if shes nice but she's really strict with deadlines and requirements, then she told us that she failed 9 students last sem in one of her classes, migadth, to think english class lang siya. tssssk. then our filipino prof, super daldal, but she seems nice, yun nga lang,,sobrang makwento minsan nonsense na. our theology prof, he thinks he's funny but he's not. tss. visual tech, same prof last sem, tae!!! ayoko na magwatercolor..tss. graphics prof, plate 1 yesterday,,shiiit. ang hirap na nung iso na pinapagawa niya :s i miss ms. jenny huhu tas physics,,people, would you believe..we have 5 hours of physics class?????!!!! we call our physics room as the dungeon.haha!! shiiiit talaga, we havent met our design and humanities prof yet,i just hope its not bona in design.have mercy. i dont have pe, exempted cause of basta. :) whew. no softball :)

my classes starts @ 7am (mon to thursday) fri 11 cause i wont take pe anymore, we dont have sat class na!!!but i have training in the afternoon, so i still have to go to ust. oh well. i have a HUGE problem, as in. but i wont write it here, basta its HUGE. tsktsk. :( i dunno what to do, its like a matter of life and death. jokeee. basta yun, serious matters. grabe, my husband is so hot right now, as in. seriously, i have so many connections, and we have alot of common friends but crap...how come we never get a chance to introduce ourselves when theres an opportunity? tsk. all i wanna happen is to become his friend, that all. or not. hahaha! ang lalan. kung makapal lang talaga ang mukha ko matagal ko na yun kinausap, but no. change me, haha! im not that kind of girl kasi eh, :) i always make it to the point that guys should do the first move, right? wala lang... oh well, im happy narin cause ima see him everyday, same floor na kami at the same time, whooo. tuesday is the day :)) lalan.

oki, ima go now. ima do paper work na, yes..1st week palang dami ng gagawin, sobrang sipag ng mga prof ko this sem. tae!!! so kailangan ko narin magsipag talaga para walang singko. tsk. mamayooow.

back to school

2006-11-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

start of second sem tomorrow....wahhhhhhhhhh.

sembreak is bitin. tsk.

i dont wanna study YET. my mind is still somewhere else [not connected in school shit]

i wanna go to school for friends sake ONLY. i just wanna spend time with them. just chitchat and hang around. period.

and oh... i have a blister. FIRST TIME EVER in my 10 years of ballet experience. tssssssssssssssssssssssss. but its fine, parang natangal lang yung skin. bwahahaha... okay..not makin sense,,ima end this.

tahtah ♥faye

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2006-11-02T13:29:00.000+08:00

belated happy 18th birthday to my bestest friend angelica marie rivera san diego!!!

i miss you gel, i love you bitch! :)

no kwentos. just some of my favorites quotes/lines for this entry :)

"people will adore and love you for all the things youve done for them, but it will hate you for a single mistake, thats the irony of life" - uncle ben of spiderman
all the water in the owrld could never sink a ship unless it gets inside. just the same, all the pressures of the world cant tear you apart and can never hurt you unless you let it in.
"if you're going to live a hundred years, i would like to live a hundred minus one so that i wouldnt experience livin without you"-winnie the pooh (haha. benta kung sino nagsabi :)) )
sometimes, we put too much passion on the biggest dreams and priorities in life that we fail to love the smallest pleasures from simple things, we search so much for the right choices, for the right paths to walk through, for the right time and for the right reasons. but life isnt about searching for the things that can be found. it is about letting the unexpected happen and finding things you never searched for.
"sometimes people play hard to get because they need to know is the other person's feelings are for real"-oth
eto sobrang lakas ng impact sakin ewan ko kung bakit. haha! ang ganda lang, wala lang,,, :) so here it goes.. "you know the place between sleep and awake?...the place where you still remember dreaming? thats where i'll always love you...thats where i'll WAIT."-tinkerbell ♥

have you ever realized that when people say you've changed, its just because you stopped living your life their way?

2006-10-31T11:55:00.000+08:00

belated happy birthday to my ka-af mafe trinidad and bianca avancena!!! welcome to the afs legal family :) i love you both :)

last sunday was mafe's debut celebration at cvj,its been more than a month since i spent time with af. party was fun but not super. iono. theres something wrong kasi, and i really dont have any idea whats been goin on lately with my barkada...tsk..people change, i knoooow...but it doesnt mean you should forget the things or the rules that the af agreed on during highschool.(if you know what i mean) iono...maybe for some they think im over reacting but what can i do..i only know a little about the problem that af is encountering right now, actually i dont want it to call a problem,so lets just say "misunderstanding." tsssssk. i just hope that this ~~crap~~ will be fixed right away. i dont want my barkada to be like this forever (well, sino bang may gusto right?), i dont want af to fall apart because of boys,(omg...so gradeschool), because of some misunderstanding and petty jealousy. tsssssk. =( anyway...

sleptover at kate's after mafe's party. man. i missed that B, haha! i missed the old days, grabe..so yun..bonding to the max :) pigged out again with her plus dvd marathon plus loads of chikas to exchange with equals memories worth remembering :) ayun,,,only yesterday was i able to watch the movie click. haha! (loser ko ba? haha) ang late. niceeee :)

hmm. i forgot to write here our second audition in sdt last friday, grabe...last minute ako gumawa ng piece ko for jazz/ballet. adlib to the max. seryoso. hmmm...twas a whole day event, form 8:30a to i think around 4pm. 1st audition was folk, group yun then the second audition was the solo part. haaaay. twas soOOOoo tiring, we had training after the audition, ayun...learned new dance, the prayer. nakakalito grabe. hehe. anyhooo..after training, our "mommy", ate dazha called our batch for a meeting, tas yun. she told us that we passed the auditions, apprentices na kami!!! yey! except for king and beth, =( ayusin niyo na yung inc niyo para lahat na tayo apprentice na. hihi :) ayun...all our time and hard work paid of :)

i got my sched for next semester, and i like it way way better than my sched last sem. yipeeee! i dont have sat class tas my tue and thurs sched dont clash with our training. yey! :) the only thing i dont like is that, our design is every monday and i have 5hours of physics every wednesday. =( tae talaga. then we ran out of slots sa pe, and ang available nalang na pwede sa sched ko ay softball..so no choice..softball na, good thing i only have to attend 3 times in pe then exempted na ko. thanks to sdt. haha! :)) so there,,,

uploaded new pics in my multiply. visit it if you want.

loads of kwentos

2006-10-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

so whats up? haha! its been awhile since i last made kwento talaga and man, alot of things are happening to me right now, and i mean ALOT =) grabe...ive been really really busy lately, (well forever na ata akong busy) haha! but gets, its sembreak and yet i still go to ust for training. we have this upcoming concert in manaoag next month, were gonna repeat the previous dance concert of salinggawi last february. its a dance showcase, sobrang astig. basta its a must see dance concert, pero yun nga...it'll be in manaoag (ang layo), theres this BIG event i think then they asked us to perform,, theres cheering, then icons (basta gagayahin yung mga artists then and now), jazz and ballet and last but not the least folk. i have six dances so far in that event, and two of those for me were complicated and i theres this part wherein i have to do valdez (i cant effin do backwalk alone, what more if valdez?) tsk. (sobrang nakakastress kaya yung part na yun!) its not as easy how it looks but its beautiful, :) . i just hope that i can get the routines by heart as soon as possible so i can be more relaxed and i can project all the way.

since i have no time to go online and update my blog once in awhile, i just write it in my starbucks planner, )oh! btw...nagsastart na ba yung startbucks maglagay ng sticker para sa 2007 planner? haha. sorry wala kasing starbucks sa espanya eh,,hindi na naman ako nakakagala kasi sobrang busy na. haha! loser) anyway..as i was saying, i just jut down the things that happened to me and stuff like that so that i can keep track with my busy life (feleng!) haha! and while i was browsing it i realized that they were all somehow the same, i mean...its either training, do plates, bond a little with my parish youth ministry friends and so on, this made me realize how i miss my barkada, af. =( especially my bestfriend gel plus kate and agot =c i mean, its just sad because it is only now that i havent been really bonding with them unlike before wherein most of the time were together, playing around, doing nonsense stuff, sharing stories, laughing our hearts out...i mean,,,never did i imagine itll be this hard to do those stuff with them in college, especially in my case, if you know what i mean. my social life is gone, well..not TOTALLY but close to that. oh well...sometimes i really have to sacrifice, and i mean REALLY sacrifice and not to the extent of just giving up already. *sigh*

speakin of my barkada, i missed them to the highest level during "my day", my birthday. seriously...that was the only birthday that i really dint feel (at first), kasi during my gs and hs days, i always look forward to my special day cause thats the time when ill get alot of presents and greetings from my friends (haha!), cake from my barkada tas agawan pa and the ever-so-famous-one-of-a-kind AF's birthday song. dun ko lang absorb na its not easy to be away from your true friends especially when all of you are busy. haaaay. but im happy narin cause they dint forget my birthday. hehe! =p

hmmm. what happened to my birthday??? hmm. its like this, the week of my birthday which is 23-28 (mon-sat) i have training so basically im in ust the whole day, tas the night before my bday after trainin before goin home, i went to tito ojie's comp shop cause i helped boss to fix things up with inna beybi..haha! and when i was about to go home, nelo and keith asked me to wait for them so that i wont go home alone, they were on their way home but went back sa shop just to fetch me (they were there before they went home kasi)...tas when were together already they told me what happened to them and what they did just to get back sa shop, ayun...sobrang EFFORT yung mga pinagagawa nila. haha!!! they did that cause they miss me na raw, and they wanted to cheer me up cause its my birthday and they know im sad. so yun, i told them thats the sweetest thing that happened to me before my birthday :) cheesy amf! haha! pero seriously, they made me smile even for awhile cause like i said, i dont want to celebrate my birthday in fact i dont care if its my birthday the following day, and im sad knowing that i wont be able to spend my birthday with people that i value alot, basta yun. anyhoo...the following day, oct 25, my birthday..i checked out my phone and saw 50+ messages...all of them were birthday greetings, touched ako, sobra tas yung mga teamates ni boss grineet din ako isa2 miske hindi ko sila kilala tas nakasulat lang yung name ng team plus yung jersey# nila, haha!! awww. :) but still...theres still lacking and i cant effin explain the reason why i feel that way. bastabasta. i went to ust early that day cause twas our clearance, ayun..saw some of my blockmates, :) i missed them also, tas they greeted me rin. still theres lacking and i dunno why. anyhooo. around 10am i went to annex na for our training, then lunch break, bought dessert for sdt family tas rehearsed our dances again..i went home past 5pm. still, im sad. :( and i dunno why... i slept early (mga 8pm ata) turned off my phone and charged it. (halatang wala talagang gana sa birthday) then all of a sudden, my brother kept on waking me up cause theres people outside, i even asked bro to tell them im asleep already (haha! kj?) but then dad entered the senario, ayun...i got up in bed and went out, tas ayun...twas keith, nelo and jaico, awww. (mej badtrip pa nga ako nun kasi hindi ko talaga feel magentertain ng kahit sino,,basta yun.. haha!) they got me a present tas yun,,then i told them na ima sleep again cause im tired na talaga so they left na rin agad. (im not bein mean ha, pagod lang talaga ako tas hindi ko pa feel na bday ko),,,so yun...back to sleep...then again, bro was wakin me up and told me to go to the balcony cause there were people outside again ( at mas marami daw), again..i forced myself to get up in bed and checked who were outside, when i got at the balcony, i saw my pym family =) they prepared something for me, a cheer. somehow connected to ust's cheer. haha!! super benta, cause may actions pa and stuff..haha!! then they prepared a banner tas 2 cards :) sweet :) ayun...it made me realized that my birthday is not that bad afterall,,infact it was a blast :) God gave me such wonderful people who care and love me. :) continue with the story... i thought that was the last surprise ima get but i was wrong, after few minutes, i received a text from boss askin me to go out of the house cause he has something for me...wah!!! :)) (ayun, hes car was parked infront of our neighbor's so malay ko ba na siya yun..haha! kala ko nangtrotrip lang na nasa labas siya at may ibibigay) then all of a sudden when i was about to go inside, he went out sa car carryin his simple gifts...awwww ^_^ speechless. haha! ok shut up nako. :) basta to sum it all up. my birthday was oh-so-memorable and enjoy (yung mga last minute surprises) :) hihi.

hmm...oki...im gettin lazy to type already, haha!!! but before that ima share what happened to me today, twas our enrollment, then trainin. ayun, spent time with my blockmates, close ones. tas yun,,,i was super touched cause they got me a birthday presentS, sweeeeeeeet =) its simple lang but its the thought that counts right? hihi. thanks marion dear, tol, cardel and the rest of 1ar9 :) hihi.

ima see and bond with af tom night cause its mafe's debut celeb! yey! i super cant wait.

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2006-10-22T21:38:00.000+08:00

three days left before my bday. :( so far, i think this would be my saddest birthday ever. oh well.

auditions for sdt apprentice on the 25th. during my ~~birthday~~. *sigh*

movie date w/ some of my favorite classmates :)

2006-10-04T19:30:00.000+08:00

class @ 7a but arrived around quarter to 8a. haha! magbabagong buhay na nga ako, patapos na ang 1st sem so kailangan ko na wag ma-late. haaaay. hanggang 10a lang class ko today since we dont have graphics (12-4p) kasi under construction yung 8th floor dahil sa typhoon, haha! so ginawa muna namin nila ron and kat yung VT then after nun nagkayayaan na magmall kasama yung mga iba kong blockmates na nakasama rin sa camp. hihihihi. so yun,,, off to gateway :)

super fun!!! was w/ ron, kat, clauds, cielo, kathy, dex, paul, dan and ~~kuya~~ ryan.) all 1-9 pls raise your hand. haha!!) joke lang double loser. ayun, nag timezone muna kami tas bili food then watched DOA (dead or alive), nice movie but hindi siya yung tipong WOW. haha! ang hot ng mga girls, ako si kasumi. (feeling) ang kukulit pa ng mga kasama ko kasi parang camp cali lang, oa yung mga biniling chips. haha!!! =p ang sweet pa nila kasi binilan niya kami ng zesto and sila muna nagpay ng tix ko since iniwan ko money ko sa house ^_^ awwwww. :) i ♥ 1ar9. swear.

after the movie, umuwi na kami nila kathy, kat and cielo then the rest went back to ust for the victory concert. tas nung nasa santolan station na ako, i saw kuya abu, akala ko siya lang yun pala kasama sila bro and kuya lester. hehe! bought bro siomai kasi bday niya. haha! siomai = love =)) right marion? haha. haaay. sabay2x na kami umuwi (malamang) haha! any, dami food dito, oa. bday kasi. tssssk pero for us lang. haha!

ang erm. i cant start my plate kasi gumagawa rin sila kuya. tssssssssk. grabe, ilang araw na sila nagpupuyat for that. kakatakot nag third year. haha! =)) haaaaay, 8 plates pa kailangan ko gawin. 6 sa design at 2 sa graphics. GOODLUCK na lang talaga sa akin. =s oh well.

anyhooo. i saw my good old friend camilluhhh fernandez sa gateway kanina. awwww. i miss that classmate of mine in hs. hihihhi =p

last na..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUYA!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY UPOF!!! I LOVE YOU!! .eeeeeeeeeeeek.hahahha!!! youre so FAT. haha!!

VICTORY IS OURS...go uste :)

2006-10-03T16:47:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS to our bball team for winning season 69th uaap basketball. so proud♥ sang saya grabe :) twas a close fight, and i mean CLOSE thats why you can feel the tension on both teams, ateneo did great also yun nga lang twas not enough to beat ust. hihihihihih ^_^ piiis.

i was super happy cause i was part of ust's halftime, saya! first time to perform in araneta. :) ♥ it. super nakakaenganganyo magperform kasi the thomasian community were all cheering with us. whooo. we, sdt stayed @ gen ad together with the yellow jackets, we were cheering our heartes out throughout the game kaya ang sakit ng throat ko ngayon. haha!! but hey, twas ALL worth it. we left araneta court when all people were out kaya we took plenty of shots pa. hmmmm. twas raining hard when we got outside araneta kaya ang tagal namin nakaalis, haha! anyway...king, erika, paola and i dint go w/ the rest of the SDT people goin back to ust. stayed @ gateway for awhile with some batchmates then lrt2 na, met up w/ dad sa santolan station then off to our place, twas super traffic, as in. then kuya called sabi niya bumabaha daw kasi nagrelease ata ng water from antipolo (labo) haha! so dad and i went to jollibee makro first,ayun..ate dinner there then all of a sudden dumami bigla yung tao, yun pala ang taas na ng water sa road, i guess that was past 9pm na, jollibee dint close its store kasi kawawa naman yung mga tao, (bait)... since i was super tired 'cause of the game and all, i just stayed inside the car and slept the whole time. i dunno w/ my dad, haha!! woke up around past 3 in the morning (still at the car), i thought nagsubside na yung water at pwede ng umuwi but no. there were rescue teams na and redcross, haha! labo. nakikita ko lang from afar, tas jollibee was giving out free hotchoco and coffee, dad brought me hot choco sa car, sweet ng tatay ko, inaalagaan ako. hahaha!! ayun,, around 4a (kanina) dad decided to leave makro na, so yun. pumunta na kami sa village, baha pa rin. at ang oa ng pagkabrown ng tubig ha,,haha!! any... hindi rin kami naka-usad sa baha kasi may part dun na malalim pa rin, eh car lang kami so mahirap na,, marami paring stranded inside the village, nagpark muna kami uli tas natulog uli ako. haha! then i woke up around past 5:30a, still wala pa rin gaanong change, there was still flood sa ibang parts na dadaanan namin, tssssk. and dami ng vihicles (mga bus service etc.) i took some photos pa nga to keep me awake. haha!! so yun,, good thing dumating mom ko and tita chillet na nakapajero so kayang kaya yung flood na dadaanan, sumabay na kami ni dad dun, 7:15am atlast nasa bahay na rin. haaaaaaaaaaaaay. whatanight. sobra, first time na nangyari sa akin yun, =s ang errrr nga e kasi sa area naman namin wala kabaha baha, may isang part lang talaga na baha sa mejo harapan ng village namin kaya nakaka-errr. haha!(yabang) so yun...thats my kwento. buti wala akong class today kasi sobrang hassle siguro pag meron, haha! =p

picture time! (tagal ko ng hindi ito ginagawa, lalang)

rm 408a. (yep,ron,kathy and clauds) the cali campers.haha

outside araneta.erika,me,king (ok, pls dont mind my fresh pimple.errrm >s)

batchmates. steffi, sasha,kaith,erika and beth

the big dome. wala pa masyado tao,

my fellow thomasians. go uste! gogogogo!

wah!! panalo UST!!! (sasha, me, alvin, gari and kaith)

w/ cyrus (ang natira sa 3rd batch audition, haha)

the flood im talkin about. 4ish am to.

umaga na. vacant lot.

parang espanya lang. ahahaha!!

game 3 pics plus the baha experience here -> * http://iamfaye.multiply.com *

*wala

viva santo tomas!!!

2006-10-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

ust won over admu ~~yesterday~~ last sat (game 2)!!! yipeee!!! 87-71. beat that blue eagles...hahahah!! joke lang. piiiiis to all my atenista friends. =p basta..i wish both teams goodluck ~~tomorrow~~ later sa 3rd game (pero mas lalo ust syempre) :)

around 3:15pm,i got a message that says we have training @ 5pm..so natuwa naman ako kasi tagal ko na talagang di nagtatraining, haha. ayun, off to ust, super dami tao kasi they were buying tickets for tom's game, ay later na pala yun. haha! casted ako sa halftime, yipeee!=p makakasayaw na ako sa araneta. (sorry mababaw lang ako, simple lang kaligayahan ko sa buhay) wala lang, left ust around past 10pm tas uwi na. :)

anyhoo. hindi dapat ako magpopost kaso nga lang si double loser ang pa-star. hahaha!! o cia cia. ima sign off na, but before that my last few sentence pako,

message to all tomasinos out there: tomorrow is no uniform day, wear anything yellow, lets show our support to our bball team sa game 3.

"i thought love can melt the pain no matter how painful it is... but i was wrong,coz now i know pain can melt the love... no matter how great it is..."

night night. ^_^

bored

2006-09-30T12:19:00.000+08:00

so, this mornin i received a text from my friend saying that classes were again suspended, so here i am ~~again~~, doing nothing but retemplating my blog and uploading photos. haha! so as you can see,,im done with it. so lovely isnt it? ang cute cute ng mga gumagalaw. haha! wala lang, i also uploaded all my pending photos in my multiply so if you also have nothin else to do or if you just want to see my lovely face, just check it out. bwahahahaha!!!! =)) ok, enough with this kafeelingan. hehe!

so ima just go ahead and watch dvds. yey! this is thee life im talkin about, no classes for four days. ♥ it. tahtah!

http://iamfaye.multiply.com -- comments are greatly appreciated

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2006-09-30T01:11:00.000+08:00

i cant sleep again. errrm. and i found out that we have classes tom/today and im not done w/ my graphics plate, too lazy to finish. so ima cram again later for that, well...crammin works for me eventhough i know its a bad habit. nyehehe. anyhooo. SB came over at my place cause they missed me to death daw. haha! hindi kasi ako nagpaparamdam so yun, they bought me shirt from artwork, how thoughtful and sweet of them. lalang. dapat lagi ako magpamiss para lagi ako my gift. haha! =p kiddin.

may hangover parin ako sa trip namin last sunday til tuesday, wala lang. i miss camp cali, yung tent namin ng ar1-9, mess hall, the big doggies, the lake, FOOD basta lahat lahat. especially the bonding moments with my fellow arki friends =p haaaay. sometimes you just have to set aside all your work and worries behind and just have some FUN. real fun, just like me. believe me, it feels GREAT. (=

so, i have this HUGE problem bout this friend of mine, nakakaasar lang talaga kasi napagusapan na yun dati tas ngayon siya pala yung gagawa. ang CRAP talaga. argh!!! dagdag problem pa tuloy,,, imbis na onti na lang iisipin ko dumagdag pa tuloy. tsssssssk. note to my ~~friend~~: im sorry but your not helping. tsktsk. i hate whats been happenin to us right now pero kaw kasi eh, sobrang wrong move. as in. tssssk.

october is just a few days away. and you know what that means??!! my birthday's comin near,,yipeeee!! i love birthday GIFTs. not my birthday mismo. bwahahahaha!! joke lang, :) so friends, ok na sakin ang pagbati niyo, alam niyo naman na simple lang akong tao at walang hinihiling na ano mang bagay. hahahaha!! ok,,stop this nonsense. hahaha! size 37-38 sa havies, any color wag lang white =p or converse, size 4 1/2. wag lang pink. or arki stuff (tracing paper, pencil, techpen eraser, etc) or kahit ano nalang na matripan niyo bigay, miske cloud 9 lang yun or taho OK lang. :) hehe. feeling amf.

any...game ng ust vs admu mamaya. GO USTE!(clap)GO USTE!(clap)GO USTE!(clap) GO! GO! GO! GO! :)

sige...ima go ahead. tulog nako. mamayoow!

... ihopeyouretheoneivebeenwaitinforalltheseyears...

camp cali trip

2006-09-27T20:17:00.000+08:00

my 3 days 2 nights caliraya trip with some of my blockmates/friends was a BLAST! :) thats it. :)

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2006-09-22T20:23:00.000+08:00

its been more than a month when i last posted here, loser. haha! i really dint have time to blog/surf or just check my email cause i was busy doing something else. my social life is only 20%. then the remaining percent is just for studying and training. so no parties, no movies, no gimiks, no shopping. =c yes, my life lately is so plain but complicated (how ironic can that be?) yet eventhough sometimes i feel like i wanna let go of something and just be a "normal" student again,i realized that there are reasons why sometimes i just want to give up and yet i end up fighting for it. i end up facing all the challenges that life takes me and make big sacrifices. and these challenges and sacrifices taught me not to give up easily but then do whatever you can do and God will do the rest.

in my almost 4-months stay in college life, i can say that i am STILL surviving, and hopefully until the end. my life in college is not as easy as highschool.swear! my course + my extra curricular = HELL. haha!! literally speakin, being an archi student is not a joke. you spent hours and hours for your plate plus the minor subjects, then after class off to training(sdt) until past 9pm. then 7am class the following day, (no wonder i dont have much social life as before. haha! )usually when i have training i arrive at home around past 11pm. haaaay. i know its hard and tiring but in one way or another im enjoying also. =p its just that my time for my family and friends lessened. haaaaay.

theres alot of things i wanna share but i dunno where to start. wah! i have slight fever today + tonsilitis (?). haaaay. dint go to training + watch my friends' dance concert tonite @ admu. SORRY TALAGA. im really not feeling well. tomorrow i have class and training afterwards, we have quiz pa tas submittion of plate in graphics, now can you understand what am i talik about earlier?..haha! but hey! im excited for sunday :) 3 days 2 nights in laguna (caliraya) :) lalang. free from stress even for a short while. :)

i uploaded pictures in my multiply :) sobrang dami nun. just check it out :). but for my contacts only, hihihi. ok...ima rest already. gettin dizzy na. haha!

yippeeeeeee!! :)

2006-09-22T02:41:00.000+08:00

IM BACK!!! kwentos will be posted asap :) for now i just wanna say na buhay na naman page ko. haha! :)

saya

2006-08-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

had pinoy test yesterday, migadh..i soooo hate ms B. test was fine but im not so sure of my answers...(pinoy na nga lang babagsak pa ako, hate her to death). anyhooo... arrived past 3p sa house, since i have no test or whatsoever the following day, i then decided to invite my friends to go out and eat isaw. (since ive been craving for it for weeks already) twas so cool cause all of them were game...

so, i met up with xai (my <3) near donna's then we end up walkin to tercel, (jaico's place) migadht...twas so far,,hahah!! so yun, isaw there was okay. after awhile, jai (bebe) came over then nelo (bi). haha! ayun...bonding for awhile then around quarter to 7p, we went to htp to hear mass. (feast of the assumption eh), after that, we decided to drop by at the del mundo's to say hi, then we saw angela tas yun, she invited us to come over at there place kasi my handaan, haha! pards was there too. tas yun, eat and run kami nila xai and nelo. haha! so FUN-ny. anyhooo.. arrived home past 8pm i guess.

today naman, after school,,i went to gateway to meet up with xai and bi. haha! (walang kamatayang bonding), ate merienda then left since we were all tired already. haha! BUT...before we go home nelo and i ate isaw first at BMs. xai didnt eat since she has stomach ache. poor waify. anyhooo...arrived home around 6:30pm.

any,,got my prelim plate in graphics, pasado ako. kala ko hindi cause mali ako sa iaginary lines. hihi! so yun...got to see and compute my grades in graphics, so far so good naman :) hmmmm. i miss husband already. hahahahaha! joke.

ima train tomorrow, more than 1 week rin ako hindi nagtrain, feeling ko wala na naman sa kundisyon katawan ko. tsktsk. oh well..cge, ima go now. ill TRY to review pa sa trig test tom. tsktsk.

untitled

2006-08-15T16:38:00.000+08:00

ewan ko lang ha, pero parang may nagugustuhan ako pero ewan ko nga kung gusto talaga. haha! labo. basta yun. haha! wala lang, pagkausap ko siya parang ang saya saya,,hehe! tapos sobrang kakulitan pa. tae! ayoko ng ganito. hindi dapat kasi ganon, ndi pwedeng magustugan/magfall ako sa kanya kasi nga bawal (feeling ko lang talaga bawal)...tas feeling ko maraming magrereact, maraming magugulat, maraming magagalit (?), maraming magtataka. basta malabo talaga.

anyway.
marami ako gusto ikwento kaso nga lang tinatamad ako magtype,,so if ever pag naganahan ako mamaya, magpopost uli ako. haha! nonsense.

anyhooooo...

belated happy seventh monthsary fortress!!! love and miss you all! *huuuuuuuug you tayt*

and

happy feast of the assumption..wah!! miss ko na aa food. hahaha!!

QUIT OR NOT TO QUIT? THAT IS MY QUESTION...

2006-08-09T19:10:00.000+08:00

im confused. seriously. im already thinking of quitting in salinggawi dance troupe, after all the hardwork, late and tiring training, sleepless nights and body ache, fun moments with my fellow cheerleaders, more exposure inside and outside ust, learning new techniques and stunts, gaining new friends, staying fit and healthy, strengthening my body and stamina, sdt pride, and just being a member of the official dance troupe in ust, and a whole lot more...i am NOW thinkin of givin those up... yes... givin those up. :( this would be MY BIGGEST SACRIFICE if ever i choose NOT to continue my dancing career as a salinggawi dancer. among the 95+ applicants last june (third batch audition), i was one of the five fortunate applicant who made it, and now, only 2 of us are left. the 3 quitted already. our batch (cheerleaders '06) started from 20+ and now down to 17 (or less). wah!!! mas lalo akong napaisip kung itutuloy ko pa ba talaga ito o hindi.

my course is getting hard already and so is our training in salinggawi. unlike other courses kasi, mine is a whole lot different. i mean, i have whole day classes, then i have to do plateS pa plus scale model plus research, ofcourse kailangan ko talaga ng oras para dun. since the cheering compet (nonstop) is fast approaching, everyday na ang training...usually starts around 4pm and ends around past 9pm. (my class starts at 7a and usually ends at 4p, then after training nakakadating ako ng house mga 11pm, tas most of the time may plate pa na dapat tapusin pero pagod na ako nun) now can you imagine how am i goin to survive? i cant.

yes, i DO love to dance. i DO love to be a part of SDT (its one of my dreams that came true you know, plus its NOT as easy as it looks to be a part of this troupe, sobrang kailangan mo talaga ng determination, tiyaga, skill at sipag para makapasok), i DO want to perform with SDT during uaap, competitions and school performances, i DO want to have a full scholarship cause of gawi but how can i make all of these posibble if my future will be at risk, if i wont be able to pass in my course,,,shiiiit. i never thought it would turn out this way, i never thought it would be this hard to balance my time for studies and gawi. i never thought i will have to make huge sacrifices because of my dream and passion. if only you know what im feeling right now. its as if i wanna burst into tears and just let go of all the things inside my mind and wish that things get easy right away but i know its imposibble. i know its IMPOSSIBLE... ='( naiiyak na ako. sa totoo lang.

its so effin sad rin cause because of our training in gawi my social life is gone. literally speakin, my life is archi then gawi. yun lang, sobrang MINSAN na lang ako nagkakatime with my friends especially my barkada and also my family. totoo nga sabi ng mga batchmates ko sa sdt, "tayo2x na magiging magkakabarkada kasi tayo2x na rin usually magkakasama"...ofcourse for me, iba pa rin pag AF. iba pa rin pag AF Bs. my sisters in crime and lahat na. tas now that most of the Bs will be celebrating their debut, kasama ako sa dance part. syempre conflict sa trainin yung rehearsals nun...so gets...another sacrifice nanaman. ayoko na! sobrang gusto ko sumayaw para sa barkada ko but i cant..i just cant cause of trainin in gawi. shiiiiit talaga. naguiguilty ako... sobra... kaya nga naisip ko na magquit nalang ako para makapunta ako sa rehearsals for debut ng mga barkada ko. grabe talaga,,, naiiyak na ako. I REALLY DUNNO WHAT WILL I DO. please help me. pleaseeeee lang talaga.

napamahal na sa akin ang SDT miske hindi pa ako ganon katagal, kaya nahihirapan rin ako i-let go tas the mere fact na ako lang ang archi na gawi dancer parang ang laking accomplishment na yun but if thats the only way for me to be able to focus more in my studies and to have more time for myself, family and friends then let it be. haaaaaaaaaaaaay. ang hirap talaga,,grabe.

LORD, give me a sign. please. what should i do?.... ='C help.

:)

2006-08-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

so happy.

prelims na. goodluck to me.

so sick

2006-08-01T16:20:00.000+08:00

went to ust today for my make-up class in VT and also practice for theo, and guess what...i have fever and i cant do anything bout it cause i really have to attend VT class or else ill get failing grade in plate 6 (ata) so yun. i wasnt able to meet up with my blockmates during our "project" discussion cause of VT and when its time to meet up with them, they all left. i wont be able to attend our training in gawi this afternoon cause i am sick and i have to get home right away. wah! effin fever. so not okay. tsk.

i wasnt really feeling well yesterday thats why im ~~not~~ really in a good mood. so im sorry if im sort of masungit or something,,, anywayz... people of the earth!! i have an announcement to make, i THINK i have a crush,,yiheee! his building is same as mine, so usually i see him everywhere, wah! i cant effin explain the feelin whenever i see him, basta i get excited and hyper at the same time. hihi. i sure hope we can be friends sometime, to tell you honestly, yesterday were like a meter away from each other and i think thats the perfect time to introduce him to me but my new found friend just introduce me to his hot team mate, who happened to be my crush's barkada. wah!!! (magkasama na nga yung dalawa kong gusto tapos yung isa na mas gusto ko hindi man lang naipakilala sa akin. taena! nosebleep pako. haha) gosh...im a step closer to my fantasy. meighgahd, then what now? i ended up not meeting him. *sigh*, my friend told me that maybe it wasnt the right time yet to introduce him to me, and when its time sobrang memorable na...hay...i sure hope it will.

we didnt have training last saturday, cause its a rest day for all salinggawi. remember? we ogranized the inter collegiate dance competition (danzage) last thursday. hihi. ayun, we were so tired and busy that week but its worth it. it was really successful. arki won 1st prize in group category and 3rd in pair category. go arki! hihi. hmmm. the event ended around past 11pm, so yun. puyatan talaga.

last saturday and sunday, i was able to spend some quality time with my pym family, waaaaah! i missed them big time. ayun,, i have a new bebe, si jaico. haha! kooolit talaga, anyhooo...ballet class got suspended also last sunday so ang errr 'cause minsan na nga lang ako free sa sunday cause usually we have trainin then suspended. errrm talaga.

whatelse?!... ah basta im really lookin forward to meetin my ~~husband,~~ (that what i call my crush) BWAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!! ang lalan. hahah. bakit ba? af eh. haha. cge..mamayooo. ima rest na.

** af kwento ko sanyo yung bout sa crush ko when we meet or pag online kayo. :) miss you all.

rest day=happy day

2006-07-25T09:48:00.000+08:00

whooo. finally, nagkaroon uli ako ng oras mag-online. loser. haha! sohorrreee sobrang dami kasing ginagawa eh. you know,,college life. bwahahaha! ok shut up. anyhooo. buti walang pasok kasi sobrang may sinat ako ngayon dahil sa sobrang pagod and puyat i guess. good thing classes were suspended C=

last friday was the freshmen's walk aka the thomasian welcome walk, basta yun,,magcocross sa ark of the century ek ek... tas mass and concert afterwards. since yung batch 2006 freshies ay SPECIAL..haha! dahil nga gagraduate kami ng year 2011, by that time we'll be celebrating the 400th year of ust. (grabe noh?,,tanda.haha),,bongga siya. my program ek ek pa..basta yun, napasama pa ako sa program. haha! nakakatawa. pero asteeeg rin kasi gets..history na yun and first year ko pa lang nakasali na ako sa isa sa mga big event ng university. hihhihi =p

so yesterday since there were no classes, i just finished my plate 8 in graphics. tae,, 3x ko inulit kasi may mali. tssssk. i hate using tech pen. tae talaga. hay nako...ayoko na ulitin pa if ever my mali nanaman ako. pagod na ako.

hmmm..whatelse?...ah! last saturday, tinuruan kami ni coach joel ng mga stunts :) saya. 1st time ko sa trampoline. kala ko nakakatakot and mahirap, BUT no. opposite pala. hihi. kaming cheerleaders yun tinutukan niya since yung mga seniors nagrerehearse para sa half time, ayun...pinagawa sa akin ni coach yung back hand spring sa tramp. tas stradle, tas kung ano2x pa. hihi. yung sa mats naman, usual drills (cartwheel-1 hand/running, round-off, front and back walk etc), pero mas tinutukan yung front and backwalk, hindi ko pa magawa na diretso tayo sa front mag-isa. tsktsk. yung sa back naman nagpractice ako na may thing (i forgot the name) haha! so yun.. natapos kami mga 10:20pm. kami talaga last na umaalis sa ust na students. haha! pinapalayas na nga kami nila manong guard eh, sobra2x na kasi sa time. haha!

wala kaming training today (gawi cheerleaders) at hindi ako mag Pi-P.A.,,pero alam ko seniors meron. hehe! malapit na kasi danzage. :) wala na ako makwento. haha! wala naman kasing nangyayari sa akin dito eh,

miss ko na everyday adventures and kwentuhan ng AF. sobra na talaga. tsk. hopefuly tomorrow matuloy yung mayrix. hihi! kami2x nila kim and lea pati na rin siguro sila kizi and bam and SANA yung iba pang AF na PWEDE.

ay! bif. HAPPY BIRTHDAY D.L-R.K (double loser rich kid). ryan sulit. haha!! tanda mo na. eeeeeeew. joke lang, haha! tuloy tayo bukas ha?! hindi ako pwede sa sabado eh. haha!

miss ko na maggym. wala lang, gusto ko na uli magfitness first,,feelin ko kailangan ko na uli. haha! any,,cge...tulog uli ako. minsan minsan lang mangyari ito, makatulog ng mahaba. haha! tahtah!

*please pray for my lola's soul (dad's tita), she passed away last sunday. may she rest in peace.

nonsense

2006-07-17T20:18:00.000+08:00

tanga1: pare, akyatin mo yung puno, pisilin mo yung bunga kung hinog na.
tanga2:(umakyat at pinisil ang bunga); pare malambot na. hinog na!
tanga1:cge, baba ka na. sungkitin natin!

bwahahahahaha!!! benta sa akin amfooo. sohoreee mababaw.

so two consecutive sundays na ako nasa ust dahil sa gawi. wala lang, wala na talagang day off. busy na kasi kami lalo na yung mga seniors kasi malapit na yung DANZAGE competition. nuod kayo. (= fun and exciting yun.

tae. punta akong ust bukas ng maaga dapat wala akong pasok nun e. tas punta ako katip to visit AFneans. kaso wala eh. we have recollection from 8a to 12noon. tssssssssss. NO CHOICE talaga. haaaaaay. anyway....

puyat and pagod nanaman ako. becuase of our plateSSSSS and sa training. haaaaay. kaya ko pa naman eh. ~~(ata)~~ tsk. o ciacia. alis na ko. sleep for 10 min tas gawin ko na plate no. 7 sa graphics.

kwento mode on...

2006-07-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

so three days of no school is beginning to ~~suck.~~ in a sense that i have nothin else to do here at home but to eat, sleep and just get online. sheeesh. i even got a chance to retemplate my blog cause of complete boredom. i even finished my graphics and vt plate the other day cause i thought i wont have enough time to finish it, but i guess i was wrong. i still have yesterday and today and i guess ~~tomorrow~~ to finish it pero wala eh, tapos na ako nung monday pa. tssssssk.

basta, i miss my blockmates but not studying. i miss hanging out with my girlfriends in my block during breaks along p.noval or in our "mall" kuno. haha! and most of all...i miss dancing. haha! and training even though it gives me hella body pain. haha! wala lang,,,

on the brighter side naman, its ok also that classes were suspended 'cause i get to sleep more than 8 hours again. you know...go to sleep very late then wake up late also, haha! more relaxation time for me, dvd marathon, internet, play w/ my pet (haha!), practice playing guitar and do nonsense stuff. haha!

i miss my af barkada. sorry na, lagi ko nalang ata binabangit yun dito. wala lang, its just that i havent seen them for months already and thats overly not funny anymore. i wanna visit them but i dont have free time, literally speaking. my class starts at 7a and ends around 4 to 4:30pm then afterwards, training until 9p. yes, i dont have classes every tuesdays but i still have to go to ust for training. sheeeeesh. pero sabi nga ni povy ko (avic), "lahat ng bagay may paraan;kung gusto talaga kakayanin" tama.tama. haha! so kate, hopefully next tues before i go to ust ima drop first in katip just to see and talk to you guys even for just a couple of hours only. waaaaah!

just realized that i havent really shopped for the past two months already, yung tipong shop shop talaga.shiiit. how wierd can that be, i also havent gone to the mall these past weeks or month i guess, whattaloser! sohooooreee na, still adjusting in college life..hahahah! (sabay ang tagal ng adjustment period ko, 2 months na, adjusting period parin,haha!) anyway...

i was YM-ing with my friends awhile ago, tas yun nga, kanina ko lang nalaman yung PCD concert (loser!) i mean, all i know is that they'll have a conert here but i didnt know that its gonna be THIS month. mygooolay! sooooo...time to save. haha! I HAVE TO BE THERE. I NEED TO BE THERE. I MUST BE THERE. in the BIG HOT SEXY and FUN event. wooooh! KAG and the rest of the AF Bs,,nuod tayo!!! :) go!!

so yun...theres this arki guy who "sort of" caught my attention during our party the other night, wala lang. i wasnt able to read his name sa nametag.sayang. magkakacrush na sana ako kaso wala talaga e. ayaw pa talaga siguro ni Lord. haha! aral muna at career. bwahahahahhaha!!! career amps. oh well,,hopefully we can be friends some time. hihi. miske friends lang,,but i doubt it. dami daming students sa arki eh. haha! oh well..cge,,and dami ko ng kwentong walang kwents. haha!

parteeee

2006-07-12T20:26:00.000+08:00

last night was the "mesh with the fresh" party. its an aquiantance party for akri freshies. pero pwede na rin ibang year and outsiders. any,,twas held at metrobar in west ave. twas fun. plenty of people, some are hot but some are ~~not.~~ uy rhyming. haha!! wasnt able to dance though cause late na nagstart yung dance proper,mga quarter to 12 na ata. cause of the bands and other performances. so parang ang bitin on my side. oh well. arrived home past midnight. so yun...first party as college student went well naman. so yun.. tamad nako magtype. buti nalang suspended.haha! puyat pako =p

happy happy joy joy

2006-07-09T10:14:00.000+08:00

i passed salinggawi audition :) :) :) yeah! lets celebrate! hahaha! kala ko talaga wala na akong future dun. seryoso. anyhooo. kwento to kung paano yung whole process ng screening namin.

first training,madugo na. (haha, the term).basta yun. we were 90+ applicants that time. mga 10p nako nakauwi sa bahay.

second training, 17 kami na pinabalik pero may mga humabol na new applicants plus yung dati so mga 30ish applicants ata kami.tinuruan kami ni kuya ryan ng routine tas aaralin namin para sa final screening.

third training, 11 nalang kami na pinabalik. ayun, ok na sa akin na makarating sa stage na ito kasi sobrang daming applicants tas nasama ako sa pinabalik. basta ang sarap ng feeling. :) tinuro na sa amin yung mga cheer and yung steps, kasama rin kasi yun sa final screening. sobrang kapagod.

fourth training, final screening. ayun, 9 nalang kami. grabe, sobrang nakakakaba.as in.nakakapagod. thursday yun eh, tapos sabi ni c. ryan and ate dazha, tetext nalang pag pumasa ka the following day.

friday is THE day, ayun. buong araw wala akong natatanggap na text. so, hindi na ako umasa pa, kasi nga naman diba? hahaha!! maaga rin akong nakatulog kasi sobrang pagod puyat dahil tinapos ko yung plate at scale model ko. nakatulog ako mga 3:30a tas nagready para sa school ng 5a. san ka pa?! haha! ngayon ko na nafifeel ang pagiging archi student. hmmm. natulog na ako agad pag-uwi ko galing choir practice, mga 9:30p.

tapos kahapon ng umaga, mga 4:30a, chineck ko phone ko tas may message. number lang, tas ayun, may CONGRATULATIONs sa una tas blahblahblah, ayun. TANGGAP AKO!! :) :) :) tas first training ko rin nung araw na yun, as member of salinggawi's cheerleader. saaaaayaaaaa :)

nagtrain kami from 3:30p tas natapos ng 10:30p, ang gagaling ng mga seniors, wala akong masabi. haha! nagstart na rin ako magtrain for stunts, medjo kaya ko na mag frontwalk. oyeah. haha! sorry mababaw. basta yun, ang saya saya saya. :) 5 kaming natanggap, 3 girls-two boys. ayun, first training ko. not bad. hehe!

mamayang 1p may training uli kami, tapos after nun, manunuod ng game at half time ng mga s.srs., wala lang. baka maging everyday na rin daw training namin kasi start na ng season sa uaap. so goodluck nalang sakin. hehe! any,,,gotta go. gagawa pako plate sa graphics. haha!

waaaaaaaaaah! namimiss ko na AF!!!!!! gusto ko na kayo makita mga Bs. sana magkaroon ako ng free time. sobrang dami kong kento. ='c

no classes

2006-07-04T13:34:00.000+08:00

ok. its tuesday so i dont have classes. haha!

i woke up super early this mornin, i think that was around 5am cause of bro's super loud phone. aga aga ang ingay. tae! then i checked my phone, tapos...tapos...may 2 messages ako. isa friend ko then isa number lang. TAE!!! pasok ako sa final screening ng salinggawi. sobrang akala ko wala na ako kasi SOBRANG onti nalang talaga ng kukunin kaya hindi na ako umasa pa na makakatanggap ng text. sabaaaaay kanina meron akong nabasa na pasok ako. waaaaah! tulog na kasi ako nung nagtext sila eh, sobrang mga 11:30p ata sila nagtext. haha! pero whatev..sobrang saya ko. =p accomplishment nanaman yun, sorry mababaw siguro sa iba yun pero sakin big deal na. haha! so later at 5p ima train again for gawi. punta nanaman ako ust. layoooo. haha!

hmmm. im still not done with my 3rd design plate, tae. its so friggin hard to draw 3 dimensional drawings. tsssssssss. gagawa pa ako ng model nun. takte. have to work double time, malapit na deadline. haha!

sana makapasa ako. ang layo na ng narating ko :) hihi. cge, reready nako. mamayoooo!

simple joys

2006-07-02T18:30:00.000+08:00

its sunday again. my only "rest" day in a week. haha! then school again tomorrow. haaaay, my body still aches due to gawi training,,, they texted me last friday saying that i must attend their saturday training which was yesterday. we were 17 applicants that were asked to report again, and now i dunno if they'll still ask me to return to their third and i guess final training. the choreo, by the way was the one who notes the applicants who will pass the audition cause i thiunk his incharge of everything. passing and been asked to attend the second training was a fullfilment for me already 'cause out of 90+ applicants i was one with the 17 people who were aksed to come back again. the choreo told us that they'll choose only few applicants cause they are too many already. so yun.

training yesterday lasted for almost 4 hours. sobrang walang pahinga cause i have classes till 3p then i shall report there around 3:30p.tsk. after training, i met up with upof and te pat infront of the gym. we ate dinner at quezon ave. (mister kebab) saraaap. then dropped upof's gf at her place somewhere in espana. haha! so yun.. i was asleep the whole time cause i was so tired. hahaha! arrived home past 9p.

tae! there was a minor change in our sched,math102 (trig) was moved thursday instead of mon. so 3 hours of math that day. taeeee!!! of all eh, bakit math pa. tssssk. sobrang chinachallenge ako ni Lord ha. haha!

i attended ballet this mornin, wala lang, after choir service nung 8a nagready nako for ballet, halatang walang pahinga. haha!

while preparing for ballet...

dad: magbaballet ka ngayon?
me: oo naman
dad: wala ka ng pahinga ah
mom: yan nga pahinga ni daugh eh, pagsayaw. saka pangpasaya sa kanya
me: oonga, pangpawala pa ng stress
dad: ano ba yan
me: (tawa lang. hahahah!)

wala lang, natawa lang ako. hehe! hirit si mom eh. haha! si alis nako. tahtah!

bleh

2006-06-29T19:49:00.000+08:00

we had drug testing awhile ago. haha!! wala akong masabi ha. tsktsk. basta ang eeeek. anyway...

kriska dear went to ust yesterday, i was shocked cause she called me up saying that shes on her way to ust, nagcommute siya. would you believe?! just to see me. haha!!! awww. i missed that B big time. we dint get to hang that much though cause i have classes and she and some of her blockmates also have to leave right away, nag cut ata yung mga yun. haha! ATA lang. ;p

i dint have class last tues but i went to ust for salinggawi training. man that was hard. i was there from 4:30 until 9p, grabe... ofcourse i expected super tiring drills, warm-up and all that training stuff but fcuk it was sooooooooooo i dunno. grabe, at first ok lang eh, kaya pa pero takte, one hour of warm-up/training seems to be takin us forever, its as if you dont wanna continue it anymore cause its so friggin tiring plus hot tas the place was sort of "kulob" and crowded cause imagine, we were 90+ applicants that time. and none of them i think was from architecture, except me malamang. most of them were from educ or psych. miegh, so ano na? is this a sign of ,me not joining/audition for gawi anymore or the other way around? takte.

sobrang na-a-amaze ako nung pinapanuod ko magdrills yung mga gawi members, LAHAT..take note: LAHAT kaya nung mga tumbling whatsoever (i forgot the terms eh,dami kasi),gahd. ang galing, pero yung mga baguhan syempre hindi pa masyado pero ang astig. haha! feeling ko hindi ko kaya yung mga yun. may part nga na magcocross ka nakahand stand lang, eh sobrang layo talaga nung both ends. tae. haha! basta yun, to sum it all up, that night was SOOO EFFIN tirin, as in!! the only part i enjoyed was the dance part, haha! as in binuhos ko nalang dun lahat ng frustrations ko sa stunts. haha! oh well. sa sat may training uli, iniisip ko pa kung pupunta pa ako. hindi ko na kasi ATA makakaya, sobrang sakit parin ng legs ko at abs. (weh? abs. hahaha!) basta yun. bahala na, hingi nalang uli ako ng sign kay Lord. hehe

nagsstart na kami magquiz, teteng. tomorrow theo, 30 pts. takteee. hindi pa ako nagrereview, narealize ko hindi na pala ito hs na basta2x nalang, tssssk. hindi na uubra masyado ang cramming, you really have to study before hand. so yun.

gusto ko siya makita.ewan ko kung bakit.gusto ko siya maging kaibigan.miske magkakilala na kami.sana makita ko siya.miske saglit lang.haaaaaaaaaay.sana naman pagbigyan na ako.minsan lang ito mangyari.

:) :) :)

2006-06-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

we had design class yesterday, the prof. ruturned our drawings last meeting, migadh. tama nga yung sinabi ni kuya will and ate april (older batch sa archi na nagtour samin), our prof mr. B grades his students really LOW.takte. first palang yun ha. what more sa susunod,,takte. anyway,, hindi ko natapos yung pinagawa niyang plate sa amin, 20x30 ba naman yung tracing paper na gawin mo tapos free hand. takteeee. pero asteeeg kasi ginamit na namin yung t-square, triangles pati yung grapic sheet.parang professional. hahaha! pero miske na, hindi ko natapos so ano kayang makukuha kong grade?..haha! anyway....

nagregister na ako for ust salinggawi audition via text c/o upof yesterday, 3 meetings dapat kong i-attendan next week, puro training siguro and stuff, T-TH-S siya, 5p to 9pm. EH KASO NGA LANG, nagaudition ako kanina for arki dance troupe (na akala ko wala na akong pag-asa),eh mukang may natanggap akong text from their president kani-kanina lang na ang sabi ay tanggap na ako at gusto nila ako sumama sa group nila for college dance competition sa ust organized by salinggawi. so what now??? shiiiiit. gusto ko salihan pareho pero mas gusto ko syempre yung mas malaki w/c is yung saliggawi kaso nga lang paano na ako makakasama sa audition/training nila kung magrerehearse and train nako for arki dance. shoot talaga, isang malaking conflict naman oh. eh yung 1st elim sa july 2 na so kailangan talaga todo rehearse. shoot, 8 lang daw kami sasayaw dun out of ewan tapos bago pa ako so ano na gagawin ko? tulong.!! pero feeling ko naman hindi ko rin kakayanin pag sa salinggawi kasi stunts a nga lang BANO na ako, alam ko lang simpleng cartwheel.haha! pero gets, sobrang dami kasing benefits and priviledges pag part ka nun, yun nga lang kaya ko ba pagsabayin ang architecture,arki dance troupe,ballet at church activities?...what more kung dumagdag pa yung salinggawi...wala pa ngang brave soul na nagtry magsalinggawi from my course kasi nga talagang mahirap pagsabayin.DAW. pero teteng, dream ko maging true cheer dancer at makasayaw sa big dome. bwahahaha! asa nalang siguro ako. oh well...basta masaya na rin ako ngayon kasi pasado ako sa arki dance at sinali na ako agad magcompete =p pero gusto ko rin magsalinggawi.haaaay.

anyway. ladies and gents. upof, my brother has girlfriend already. yes, you read it right, he's now in a relationship..can you believe that?!!? well i dont. haha! i saw her awhile ago, upof intoduced her to us and i was like

me:"kuya, girlfriend mo nga siya?"
upof: "hindi no! secret."

eeeek so parang ako confused so i asked mom and pwet, sabi ko "mom, girlfriend nga ba talaga ni kuya siya? kasi sabi naman nila hindi daw," and my mom said "oo nga,girlfriend nga niya" tas si dad "ok naman siya eh, simple lang pero maganda" bwahahahahaha!! i cant effin believe kuya has a girlfriend, gosh. how i pity his girl. hahaha!!! just kiddin :) wala lang, just wanna share this to everyone. haha!

sabi ko pa kay dad kanina when we arrived at our crib
me: dad, hindi ka ba nagalit ngayon lang pinakilala ni kuya gf niya?
dad: hindi, ok nga yung girl eh, medjo hawig nga sila eh
me: so ok lang na magka-bf na rin ako kasi si kuya okay lang na may gf
dad: ah..big pause,,sakal
me: eh ang daya bakit siya pwede ako hindi
dad: ayoko, baby ka pa,,aral ka muna
me: laughing out loud

haha! benta talaga si dad, pagdating sa akin sobrang strict. haha! ang cute =p pero pag sumobra nakakaasar. haha!!

sige, alis na muna ako. mamayoooo =p

first week in college life.done.

2006-06-18T15:22:00.000+08:00

happy dads' day to all fathers out there =p

ima start with the talkin already bout my first week in college life.

day 1;june14;wednesday
left at home around quarter to 6a cause my class starts at 7a, parents dropped me off at ust, ayun. hindi naman pala ganon karami ang tao sa beato..haha! any...our room was VERY cold,,meighdahd! haha! hmmm. you can say whatever you want but i dont feel my blockmates that much, ewan ko ba... they are so quiet and all. tsk,, maybe because its our first day,,but still...iba eh. haha! some of my classmates were from the province, meron din from exclusive schools,xs,stc,etc...basta halo-halo

subjects ko that day were math101, english and drafting
math- naglesson na prof namin. yown naman!
english- graded recitation (inroduce yourself) haha! nonsense,, got 93 amfooo,,ah ang nonsense lang ng pinagsasabi ko. haha =p
drafting- ang cool ng room namin, laki. haha!

day 2;june15;thursday
nag lrt na ako pagpasok with law, doreen, pepay and don.tae.naguluhan ako dun.haha! dami tao,,shiiiiit. pero ok lang, takable pa rin. hihi =p medjo um-ok na yung block,,may mga grupo grupo na rin na nafoform..hehe! hmmm...

may trigo, pinoy, philo and VT (monochromatic drawing) kami. naglesson na kami sa math102, pinoy walang prof na dumating kaya gumala na lang kami ng blockmates ko,,haha!! philo may assignment agad, tas VT naman, meron din..tsk.

day3;june16;friday
theology namin, i like our prof, hehe! ang galing niya ;p super saya niya magturo,,si sir warren. hehe! english, may pinagawa nanaman..essay. tsk. tas design meron din, NAGDRAW na kami..meigh..pinagdraw na kami ng structural design, (house/bldg/etc) basta yun..ang amateur ko compared sa iba kong blockmates. meighgadh.

day4;june17;saturday
yes, i have sat class.ERRRR. tagal ng break namin..kaya explore nanaman =p bought some stuff for VT. mahal ng mga materials,,teteng! wala na naman kaming pinoy, kasi ala pa yung prof. haha! tas 12 to 3p, drafting. gumawa na kami ng plate, takteee. line exercise freehand,,ang sakit sa kamay kasi 3 sheets yung ginawa namin.tsk. buti nga natapos ko eh, daming hindi nakatapos.

sa "pavillion", while restin. l-r : me, gehan, marion, kat;top:kim. hihi hmmm. first time ko umuwi mag-isa this time. takte!! nagkamali pa ako ng sasakyan..shiiit talaga. basta yun, ang crap. ahaha! ayoko na magcommute ng malayo, haha! pero wala akong magagawa eh. tsk.

some pics.
sa "pavillion", while restin. l-r : me, gehan, marion, kat;top:kim. hihi hmmm. first time ko umuwi mag-isa this time. takte!! nagkamali pa ako ng sasakyan..shiiit talaga. basta yun, ang crap. ahaha! ayoko na magcommute ng malayo, haha! pero wala akong magagawa eh. tsk.

here's the "pavillion",,tssssk. kiosk lang yan sa aa eh..haha! pinapaarte pa yung tawag. haha!!

fifth floor. design subject,,hehe! thats some of my pretty blockmates,,hihi! half lang yan ng room, so malaki talaga siya, haha!! hmmmmmmmmm.

tas from our room, pinicturan ko yung field. hihi! tas yung mataas na bdlg na yan, yun yung main. tama ba? haha!

yesterday while waiting for our drafting/graphics prof. (halatang may mga sariling mundo blockmates ko oh. hahaha!!)

yan ang buhay sa espanya. magulo, matao, ma usok, madumi pero MASAYA :)

2006-06-13T20:33:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's the day. goodluck to me. *sigh*

went to ust this mornin to get my uniform and guess what, someone approached me while i was in the line, at first i was a lil hesitant talkin to him but he seemed friendly so ok na rin pero tae,,AYOKO na pumasok!!! shiiiiit. =s kinakabahan ako bukas.

after ust, we went to k-8 to visit my aunt, we ate lunch at their mini restaurant, bago siya so we tried it. food was great. :) stayed there until quarter to 4p then off to robinsons cause ima buy school shoes. haha! oh.. we saw the dela cruzs so we first ate merienda at red ribbon. haha! left at robinsons around 7p then off to our crib.

haaaaaaay. ~~medyo hindi ko pa feel yung crowd and environment sa school ko kaya parang na schoo-school sick ako.~~ lalo na friends sick. i miss AF so badly ='c. tsktsk.
kei, g2g, i have to wake up super early again tomorrow, my class starts at 7a, errrrm. =s

happy independence day

2006-06-12T18:20:00.001+08:00

happy 18th birthday to my darling seatmate caria sison! love you and i miss you! =) &heart;

any...

gah. tom's the big day for some college freshies and im so lucky im not one of those.haha! good thing i dont have sched ev'ry tuesday so basically my class will start on wednesday, yipee! i still have tomorrow to relax and do nonsense stuff before class starts. but ima go get my uniform tom mornin at ust so obviously ima get to see the first day of school in ust and ALOT of students already. boys and girls. eeeek, i wonder how am i goin to stand there along with my fellow freshies from all girls school during highschool in that kind of environment, especially when i came from the "bondoks". bwahahahaha!!! ok whatever, lets just see whats goin to happen on wednesday. gah, how i wish im still with the WHOLE af every breaktime and departure.tsk. well,,i know thats not gonna happen no more but hey, nothing is impossible.bleh.

since dad's here (since yesterday), we went to our derma to have facial and massage. ah. this is thee life, we were supposed to have our body scrub but then dad has other appointment in the afternoon, so next time na lang. hihi =p hmm. after that we ate doughnut and fries. labo. haha!

yesterday was our fiesta celebration, it started with the 8a mass then followed by brunch at vec. tae! my lechon nga, hindi naman ako nakakain. may taho nga (favorite ko), hindi rin ako nakakain. and plenty other food to choose from but i wasnt able to get any. tsk, due to so many people and heat. tsk. but its aryt cause im not hungry that time. haha!

9:15ish pm, i went to the big event of our fiesta, the "htp party for a cause", i was with the pym people. again, there were ALOT of people inside and outside the venue. tsk. i really dont like over crowded places especially if the people are not pleasing to my eyes and nose. bwahaha! sorry ang sama. not all people can enter the venue so ok siya. haha! theres entrance fee + free drinks, hihi. sounds and lights were great, bands were awesome (the second one who performed =p), my friends were always on the go to groove and party, venue was fine so that means i had a blast last night. pym fam went home kinda early though, i think that was around 11:45p. i stayed there until past 2 in the mornin. haha! i was with my family + pards. ayun, we finished the big event. haha! there was this solo artist who performed last, super benta amfooo! yes, he has the voice. yes, he has the skill in playing the guitar. yes, he has face value. pero tae! 10000x% ang pacute niya at feeling super gwapo. meighgahd. haha! tas some people my age and even were like takin pictures of him and with him. migahdh. to think he's not even a celebrity. haha! upof and i were like laughing our hearts out when we were watchin them. haha! oh well. thats what happens when you have nothin else to do anymore and its past midnight,,you laugh at people and make fun of them. bwahaha!

sheeesh, class starts on wednesday and i still DONT have:
1) school shoes. yes, since i will be wearin uniform i STILL have to wear black leather shoes. eeeer.
2) notebook/s and paper
3) pen (g-tech point 3) haha!
4) other school stuff

people, just wanna let you know how perfect i am to be an example of a responsible student. bwahahaha! not. panic buying nanaman ito. haha!

survey

2006-06-11T14:40:00.000+08:00

B E S T
1. Male friend: wax
2. Female friend: gel
3. Vacation: summer 06
4. Memory: supermegaplenty
5. Day of the week: saturday
L A S T
1. Person you saw: dad :) he's back!!!
2. Talked to on the phone: my mom's friend
3. Hugged: upof
4. Text message: koys
T O D A Y
1. What are you doing now: chattin with agot and this
2. What are you doing Tonight: party
3. Wearing: shorts and spags
4. What did you eat for lunch: dami e
5. Better than yesterday?: steads lang,i like both =p
T O M O R R O W
1. Is: monday
2. Got any plans: not yet
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: day before my 1st day in college
4. Do you have work: not really
F A V O R I T E
1. Number(s): 6,11,25
2. Song: right now? button by pcd
3. Season: summer
4. State: nada
C U R R E N T L Y
2. alone while doing this?: nope
3. Missing someone: yes, af and hs friends
4. Mood: happy
5. Wanting: to have a bodyscrub and massage
Q U E S T I O N S & A N S W E R S
Q: what's the last text message on your cell phone
say?:
A: see you later at the party. =p
Q: whose bed did you sleep in last night ?:
A: my bed
Q: what color shirt are you wearing ?:
A: blue and white
Q: most recent movie that you watched ?:
A: benchwarmers (?)
Q: name one thing that you do everyday ?:
A: pray
Q: how much cash do you have on you right now ?:
A: secret.haha
Q: What is your favorite part of the body
A: my big mascular legs. haha
Q: I can't wait til...?
A: next summer. haha
Q: When was the last time you saw your mom?
A: 3 min ago
Q: Who got you to join friendster?
A: my friends.haha
Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A: vboy's guitar
Q: Whats the last piece of clothing you borrowed
from someone?
A: i forgot
Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during
the day?
A: blogspot, multi, friendster
Q: Do you have plants in your room?
A: hell none
Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A: none
Q: When was your last limo ride?
A: la pa.loser
Q: What's your favorite Starbucks drink?
A: strawberries and cream, vanilla frappe and caramael machiatto (tama ba?)
Q: Recent time you were really upset?
A: last last night
Q: Would you have a problem if your friend went
after your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
A: dont care, its their life. haha!

huling hirit

2006-06-11T11:58:00.000+08:00

argh. naasar ako, may nagawa na akong entry tapos biglang nawala, eh ang haba pa naman nun, so ngayon uulitin ko nanaman eh nitatamad na ako. tssssk. ang errrr.

any, ima just gonna do this quick since im so pissed off right now cause of what happened to my post. haha!

first, i have NEW layout. ist it HOT? hihi.
second, pwet will be back HOME within less than nine hours from the states. hihi.
third, i havent got any sleep yet since last night. tsk.
fourth, its my last week of summer break and that ~~sucks~~ big time cause i realized that i still wanna go out with my friends almost everyday.
fifth, enema's the CHAMPION in our basketball league, yey! =p
sixth, i miss my af barkada especially gel ='c
seventh, i still cant take my archi uniform
eighth, i want my OWN digicam. haha! nonsense.
nineth, i cant think of anything to write anymore cause of what happened earlier when my previous entry was erased. tsk.

tahtah!

mixed thoughts

2006-06-02T15:35:00.000+08:00

its been more than a week since my last entry,,,kinda busy and lazy to get online 'cause im usually out and all..you know,,,just enjoyin and makin the most out of summer 2006. wah! in less than 12 days im gonna be at school already, again. tsktsk. but this ones different 'cause im talkin about college life already and not hisgschool anymore..eeeeek. i feel so OLD. haha! in two weeks time, im gonna be a "commuter" (which im really SUCK in by the way. haha), MORE independent, risk taker (you know, crossing the "too busy" streets haha), and lastly a thomasian, who'll be a part of the so called "soon-to-architects" in the modern world. hopefully. haha! but eventhough im not in aa anymore, im still a part of it, sa old assumptionista nga lang. haha!

hay, its just so funny 'cause alot of my friends were actually "worrying" to how am i gonna get to my school and and go home from school safely because like ive said, i really suck to that. haha! and whenever i commute, i get paranoid and all, thinkin that people around me will do something not right. hahaha! whataloser. some of my friends are actually willing to accompany me goin to school even if their school are far from mine. hahaha! so nice. they'll gonna accompany me until i get the hang of commuting and all. hahaha! i also have this friend who's willing to drive his car for me all the way from admu to ust. ganon sila kaconcern. ahahaha!! nonsense, thats why im not THAT super scared anymore when it comes to transportation, haha! in fact im challenged by it, makes me wanna try to commute all by myself from cainta to espana. haha! goodluck to me. haha! =p hmmm... so much with "commutin".

dads finally arrivin from frisco next sunday, i super cant wait. hihi, he seemed pretty excited with my first day of school 'cause he's actually shopping some "archi stuff" for me in the states. haha!! how cute =p well, when i told him that im just gonna borrow stuff from kuya since he's not using all his stuff and all, and kuya offered his stuff to me to borrow/use, dads reply was no. haha! he doesnt like the idea of sharing things 'cause he feels that there'll come a time when there'll be conflict and cunfusion and all..haha! nonsense, in short...dad just wants me and kuya to have our OWN "archi stuff". ahaha! which i think dad will also use when he does his plates/projects. tssss. hahaha! oh well,, i'll leave those buying stuff for college to dad 'cause seriously i dont have any idea what i need for my course. hahaha! loser. anyway, im so happy 'cause i dont have a class on our first day (june 13), because i dont have schedule every tuesday. haha! so basically my first day will be on wednesday. nice. haha! but im still gonna go to ust on tuesday to pick up my effin unfirom. craaaaap. haha! i seriously dont like our uniform, the browning with maroon lining polo and maroon pants thing just sucks like hell. haha! sama. oh well... i hope ill get the hang of it as soon as possible. haha!!

omg. im so in the mood to blog right now and i dont know why. haha! i just feel so light and happy for whatever reason/s. the other night the estebans plus two balikbayan had dinner at our place and after dinner, bro, my two cousins vboy and kirby and yours truly had bonding/drinkin session. haha! i told you im one of the boys,,haha! just kiddin, ayun... twas my first time to drink bottleS of red horse. haha! im not a beer person so thats kinda new to me. haha! around 11p, we decided to go for a joy ride, and so off to tiendesitas for a while then to eastwood. haha! i was feelin sleepy and sort of dizzy that time but i can still carry myself so im not drunk. okay?! haha! left there past midnight, dropped my cousins off to their place then straight to our crib. so here's the funny part... as soon as our car got in the garage, i went straight to thr bathroom and KABOOM...i puked. haha!!! so NOT right. kuya kept on teasing me and copying what i did that night. tssss. migadht. twas my first time to vomit because of drinkin. tsssss. oh well, atleast sa bahay. whoooo, whatanexperience.

hmmm. whatelse to talk about? ah,,,the other day some pt friends and i performed along quezon ave. (wildlife something) t. charry invited us to perform, haha! danced hiphop with angela, papu and c.nep. yes, i got paid. so happy =p then we went to gateway afterwards. ate at teriyaki boy the strolled for awhile, since were not in the mood to watch movie, shop and all that shit we just decided to hang around at kathleen's place and just bum there. haha! so yun,, went home late. haha! had choir service that evening too, well actually this weeks's fully loaded, slept over at kath's place with angela and went night swimmin with papu, then movie marathon with c.nep. haha! hmmm..whatelse...actaully,, theres more but i cant actually remember them all. haha!! so whattheheck.

i think im startin to like a guy, but not like "like"... haha! just admire him for his bein athletic and good bball player, nothin more nothin less. haha! not YET a crush and i hope not. haha! labo. i just dont like the feelin that when you have a crush and people find out about that they'll start teasin you and all...tssss...then that person will have an idea that you like/crush him/her, tsk. super crap. haha! when that happens to me, i usually change my mind to not "crushing" or "liking" him anymore. haha! so if you were to ask me who's my crush as of now...wala pa..okay? please lang, wag makulit,,tsk.

soooooooo..too much for nonsense crap, ima sign off...tahtah! =p

fully booked

2006-05-22T01:00:00.000+08:00

alot of things happened to me these past three days, tiring? yes, but twas fun and exciting at the same time. so it goes like this...(haha, as if!)

friday, may 19
woke up early cause we have dress tech and run-thru at talu (ang loser! haha,,shuttup) for our show the following day, arrived there around 9a, the mall was still closed but we (recitalists) were allowed to enter, so yun, blocking and run-thru lang...i also saw kate together with ate marijun (yis. special mentioned, haha) because kate has driving lesson that mornin too,,as usual nangasar nanaman yung bruha, haha!! whats new? tsss. labyoo haneeh! anyway...around 12n, we run-thru the whole show then after that mom and i ate lunch at french baker then off to our crib, i think that was around 3p i guess..haha!

moving on...around 6p i left again for our af date (last af summer date), met up with pop and den infront of our village then off to mcdo marcos to meet up with arev, as soon as we got there off to katipunan. we then went to drews to meet up with the rest of the Bs, gah! i missed them BIG TIME. ali, mapple, agot, avic, kiz, kim, bambi, leah, reg, sta.cruz, blu, kate, arev, pop and me were the af who were present that evening, too bad were not complete..but hey! dami na rin namin that night noh,,hehe! so yun.. each of us has TONS of stories to spill, super laughtrip..haha! geez,i will definitely miss that kind of bonding when school starts...(nakainom uli ako ng weng weng..after 48 years, haha! nonsense..) actually, im not really thinkin of goin back to drews anymore since 4th quarter in hs, sabaaaay nandun uli ako. haha! pero whatev, atleast im with my af fam. hehe! blahblahblah... saw some friends from ateneo, old ones, just realized that time flies so fast, parang dati first year hs lang kami and stuff tas ngayon college na..haha! anjolog. any... left katip around quarter to 12mn with pop, reg, kiz and den. arrived at my crib past 12a na. haha! saya! =p

yesterday,may 20
woke up around 6a (oo, puyatan nanaman) because i have service, well..pym choir sevice for the 7a mass, then around 12p, off to sta. lu for our summer recital,,nonsense. haha! so yun... nagblock uli kami with the boys, jack, krisna and louie. hehe! the show started around 3:30p, danced hiphop, your song, sparking diamonds, austin powers and raining men, my pym family watched our show + mom ofcourse, haha! nakoooooo. thanks for the applause guys =P

haha

moving on... after the show, we (pym family) went to ve to pick up aia and ate miller then off to valle verde country club (vvcc) for the fund raising concert of the holy trinity parish, hehe! we, the parish youth ministry (pym), were the usher/usherettes of the big event. i had fun ushering some guests cause they were so hyper,,haha! anyhoo... the band was great even if theyre "old" already,,hahahahaha!! they usually sing/play songs during 60's to early 80's i guess. yes, until 80's only, so practically songs during the time of my parents and for some grandparents,,haha! alot of people, old and young, came last night and were ready to parteeeeeeee! so there... dancefloor + lights + pictures + food + drinks + great band + great music + party people = FUN! =) we finished the whole event so on our way home, we were all drained and tired but twas a great fun experience for all of us. hehe! arrived home past 1a. ***gayle and i, err yung photographer di pako ready clinick na yung camera niya..tss -->

today, may 21
woke up around 7a cause i have service at 8a, (prayers of the faithful) yes, still puyat. any...around 12:30p, left the house then off to mcdo marcos to meet up with tita celi,,we (angela, c. nep, k. papu, kathleen, jack, krisna and i) were guest performers for the pt brach summer recital at sm fairview. haha! so yun... twas ok.. the show started around 4:30p then ended around 6p, after that, kuya jonas treeted us dinner at congo grille, (super kabusig!) left there around past 8a then off to pt, c.nep drove us home, (angela, k. papu, a. nins and yours truly) haha! but before that, drive thru at mcdo for sundae caramel (katakawan.haha!) any..arrived home around past 9p.

wah! its monday already! haha! pasukan na ng mga tAFters, well..goodluck on your first day in college (gel, ali, mafe, agot, mapple and carol)...later at 6a, ima meet up with the pym and sfc at htp for our gawad kalinga, yey! im gonna help out again in building a house,, cant wait. hehe! so yun... tulog na ako, malamang puyat uli ako. hahah!

missin my summer '05 hairstyle

2006-05-18T16:16:00.000+08:00

wala lang. gusto ko ulit magpagupit ng ganitong kaiksi or mas maiksi pa tapos papakulay ako ng brownish red or violet..new look sa college pero parang may nagsstop sa akin e,,hindi ko lang mapin point right now, tsktsk. next week start na ako mag diet,,yes. diet,,nag gain ako ng weight this summer. oh well.. sbd na ito! haha!

malapit na pasukan ng tAFters, kaya tomorrow magsasama sama na ang AF, yesh! miss ko na mga Bs na yun e, tagal ko ng hindi nakakasama. teteng. cant wait to see you guys tom! KATE!! pumunta ka or else. hahaha!

bukas ng umaga may run thru at dress tech kami sa ***. ***** ok...wag niyo na alamin. haha! napaka nonsense talaga,,hahaha! tas sa saturday na yung show at sunday pero different venue na yun.. hehe! sana bayaran kami ni tita celi like last year, heehee!

actually, gusto ko na pumasok sa college, gusto ko lang mafeel yung first day sa college life tapos makita yung blockmates ko, pag feeling ko OK, tipong hindi mga patay na bata,,edi AYOS pero pag nafeel ko na mga tatahimik, tae...take me Lord God. hahaha! sorry ang sama. pero gets,, sana talaga ok magiging blockmates ko, isipin niyo,,five years ko sila makakasama. teteng, pag di yun ok,5 years in hell talaga. hahaha!! wah, gusto ko na rin mafeel yung ibang environment miske alam kong mabibigla ako somehow tulad nung enrollment namin. haha! grabe talaga yun,,ibang iba sa aa. wala lang. gusto ko na rin pala mag ka crush. haha! isang reason din bakit gusto ko na pumasok, hahahaha!! ang lalan. tsss. pati magdala ng t-square and all the so called "archi materials" hahahaha! sana makasayaw pa rin ako sa college, sana talaga...

haaaaay. lapit na umuwi di dad! yey! ! cge,,alis na ako..siyet..sorry,,hindi ako makget over sa dati kong buhok. hahaha! ankulit. hahah! mamayooo!

happy moms day and happy 4th monthsary fourtress =)

2006-05-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

first of all,,i would like to greet all the moms out there HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY especially to the moms of my friends,, hehe!!

anyway, im in the mood to write right now (sort of). hehe! so i think ima make a long entry this time. as you can see i retemplated my template again, made a few changes, i made it white, gray and purple. hehe! i made it simpler and lighter compared to my previous one but it still looks the same, well not super but you know...haha!! labo. ahh ewan..hope you get what i mean. haha!!

today, may 14
the 1st day of our (pym) fund raising (selling of mom's card and rumage sale), twas successful ;) was out the whole day, basically because of our project in church and service. nothin much happened though but twas fun. i also pigged out during lunch because thats the time we celebrated mom's day at our crib. anyway...

yesterday, may 13
i woke up around 6a because we have a choir service at 7a but i wasnt able to attend because the cold weather put me back to bed and fell asleep. haha! nonsense. then around 9a, i went to pinktoes for our rehearsal and class, i also helped t. bella to handle the pre-primary (little ballerinas) from 10a to 11a, then after that was our rehearsal under t. robs, we rehearsed and reblocked our dances under him (your song, austin powers and sparkling diamonds), crisna and jack were there plus kathleen, angela and iris. haaay. i miss the "old seniors". lalang. after ballet was our hiphop class, we finished our routine for our show on saturday, hehe! t. ivy our choreographer is so nice, she's one of the foundress in up street. cool. hehe!

moving on...after pt, off to my crib to change and then went to jian's with my stuff which ima sell for the pym's rumage sale. haha! left there around past 5p then headed to the convent because pards wants us to go there for merienda then around 6p we (pym) went to htp for our service for the anticipated mass. twas good (as always) bwahahaha! ;p after the mass, some of us (me,te D,lawrence,michael,la,jeng,aia and t.ed) went back to the convent to finish something w/ regards to our fund raising, pards prepared dinner for us. awww. haha!! btw, pards is what i call to our parish priest, fr. noel. hehe! (our very own cool parish priest =p) went home around 10:30p.

actually, i was supposed to go to katip for our af date after rehearsal but i guess it didnt push thru cause of caloy (tss) errr typhoon. >:s oh well.. lets just set another date for our date.labo. hehe. any..

friday, may 12
caloy is still here, haha! (fc amfoo), just went to pt for our rehearsal then stayed at home. simpsons marathon with bro, he borrowed dvds from season i dunno up to the latest episodes from k. tebs, hehe. love it! =p

thursday-monday i cant really recall what ive been doin these days. haha! probably it just slipped of my mind. haha! whatever, who cares anyway right? haha!

haaay. i soo love the cold weather im feelin right now. hehe! i got to use my jacket again, af jacket. awww. i miss my girlfriends again. lalang.

oh! before i forget,, just wanna greet my fourtress family HAPPY FOURTH MONTHSARY!!! miss you classmates =) **keeesyouall**

so,,ima go now. tahtah =p

i cant wait for your return

2006-05-11T21:21:00.000+08:00

wah!! wah...in less than a month, he's finally arrival from states. yey! :)

one month to go...hello college life

2006-05-03T15:32:00.000+08:00

am i excited or not? ofcourse i am :) ima meet new friends (boys and girls), study in a new environment..and i mean NEW.. you know what i mean. and oh,,i would be in the same building with my brother, does that mean good for me or not? uh. i still dunno.

im missin my girlfriends in aa, especially my classmates and af. hope i bump on them one of this days.

for my tAFters Bs,, lapit na pasukan niyo..hahahah! beh! kiddin..well,,hope you'll have a blast on your first day in college. :) see you guys sa af date natin sa 13 :)

dad's comin home in a month already!!! yey! i cant effin wait. im so excited.. as soon as he arrive,,we're goin to pamper ourselves again..spa, facial, body scrub..haaaay..this is thee life :) dad!! come home quick please,,i sooo need extra treatment for myself NOW.

yesterday, bro started teaching me how to drive,, hindi ako namatayan..not bad for a first timer eh? haha!! ayun...ok naman but in not yet confident to drive in the main road here in our village,,kung baga TAKOT pa ako,,but hey..15 minutes of driving around our place was a big challenge for me. gah. good thing i survived este WE pala. haha!

paquita

that's me and angela

me doing grand jete :)

"your song"-ost moulin rouge

photographer:nonoy froilan
@ the cultural center of the philippines, april 2,2006
see more of this @
my multiply

alis na ko..mamayooo

date with my AF Bs

2006-04-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

went to gateway with the AF,,gah!! after 48 years i got to spend time and watch movie with them again,,haha! you know naman AF pag trip mode on talaga parang wala ng bukas,,haha!! we acted as if we own the place, you know..we didnt care how noisy or how "kulit" we are and all and what the people think of us or whatever, (cant help it, we missed each other kaya umexcite kaming all. haha!) we're not complete though,,any..we watch PAMAHIIN, (oo na baduy na kung baduy kaso alam mo naman kami basta af kasama miske corny ok lang, pati masayang pera) haha, the movie was fine,,maraming twist pero gets,,typical fil-horror movie..any..can i just say iya v. is so gorgeous and HOT. haha!! people, im not lezbo for your info,hahah! i just admire her beauty ♥

any...i want to share my ust enrollment experience yesterday, grabe,,there were were alot of archi freshmen with their parents lining up when mom and i arrived at beato , so could you imagine how crowded it was 'cause the venue was not big enough to occupy large number of people, and the airconditioned room became warm already and all..gah! i didnt last there for so long so i went to the lobby right away as soon as i got my schedule and my section, (as in dirediretso na lang talaga ako wala ng tigil tigil pa)..then after that mom and i went to the court because dun magsstart yung line,, x10 yung people cause 4 colleges pala yung mageenroll that day,, when i got inside the big airconditioned bldg (sorry hindi ko pa alam tawag,haha) smooth na yung flow 'cause systematic na siya and students na mageenroll na lang nandun. after that, we went to the main building for our id picture and uniform measurements then after that finish na. haha! take note: its not as easy how it seem to be. haha!! (for me)

so heres the ERRR part,, im I-9, and my two friends, ryan and lawrence are classmates, I-7 (pero hindi pa sila magkakilala) so wala pa rin akong kilala na classmate..tsss. i have SATURDAY CLASSES,,,my ghad..ive been prayin that i wont get sat sched so that there wouldnt be any conflict in my ballet class/lakads or whatever tas biglang meron. shiiiit talaga,,pero whatev,,maybe God really has other plans for me, maybe its for the better, tapos eto pa, diba i SOOO hate math especially trigonometry (well hindi naman talaga ako yung bagsakin talaga and all pero mababa lang talaga compared sa iba kong subjects) tas nakita ko sa sched ko first subject ko always..takteeeeeeeeee!! trig and col. algeb alternate..errrrrr.. pero like i said,,maybe God has better plans for me and He's challenging me to do more. like what miz M keeps on telling fourtress,,"remember to apply MAGIS in your life"..hayyy... but hey im STILL excited for college eventhough theres some shit comin/goin on..haha!

goin back to my date with the af Bs, hindi parin totally nagsisink in na hindi na kami magkakasama sa isang school next school year (2006-2007), na we would go to different colleges/universities and courses already...wah! i guess one thing that will hold me back to move on in college is my AF barkada, gah..i will surely MISS our everyday kwentuhans/asaran/games etc... feeling ko macocompare ko yung mga mamimeet ko na future friends sa college sa af,,haaaaay.. pero whatthehell..whatever happens, af will be my no.1 ♥ hihi. (sabay ang cheesy na.hahaha. shuttup).

af will go to bora next week, 24-29. too bad i wont be able to go, if you read my previous post you will know why. oh well.. cge..imagownow.mamayoooow!

hiphop class starts tom! yey! =p

long post

2006-04-19T00:35:00.000+08:00

practically my blog is not being updated regularly unlike before, i used to share my thoughts or stories to everyone even if there are NOT all important/interesting (for some readers) haha! i could still remember my first experience of blogging when all you see in my page were all moving,,haha!! i had fun putting marquees in each word/images i see in my page. haha!! whattakiddo. anyhooo... enough with that,,kwento time already (finally)

first of, lets go back track.

last week was holy week, yes, i know you know. haha!! (shuttup) moving on... usually when its holy week, my family and i go out of town or something but this one was different, since my dad is in the states and my mom is really and i mean REALLY active in our church, and i too is "sort of being active" also in our church as well, we just stayed here and took part of the events being done during holy week. hehe! so i experienced hearing mass for more than 3 times a day, serving in the holy eucharistic celebration, procession and many more. hehe! it may sound boring and all 'cause you might prob'ly consider holy week as out-of-town-party-all-night week with your family and friends but to tell you honestly theres more to that, a deeper meaning maybe and have to admit i had a great time, i got to bond with my co-parish youth ministry, lector commentator psalmists and the like,,oh plus our cool parish priest (who happens to be goma's shootingmate). hehe! i also learned how to make chocolate lollipops and easter egg chocolate. lalang.

any..moving on, i miss hanging out with my af barkada, i wasnt able to go to any of our trips/lakads/get together since graduation. and that sucks big time. tsktsk. last week some went to fuego, i was supposed to go with them, my mom said yes but, last minute she changed her mind, see how errr can that be. whats more ERRR is that i wont be able to go to bora with the Bs on 25, again my parents said yes but unfortunately took it back. tsktsktsktsk >=s ~~effin family plans~~. i dunno what the hell is wrong with them and i cant do anything about it which makes it pretty annoying for me. erm.

moving on...tomorrow i mean later (its past 12am) ill go to ust because its our enrollment already. hihi. im soo excited! cant wait for college, but i will surely miss hs especially my aa friends not to mention my barkada, AF. haaaaay. it'll also be fourtress' swimming get-together-party later at valley golf country club, hehe! gah,.. i miss those darlings especially my seatmates kriska, kate, mimi, caria, agot, pat and the rest (haha! dami bang seatmates? haha basta malapit sa upuan ko considered as seatmates ko na,haha!) any..then afterwards gel, agot and i will sleepover at kate's.yey!! bonding not only with my best friend but also with my super closest friends in the entire world. haha!! just exaggerating. =p gah..i cant wait for later, i just hope that i will find a way to go to the said places, oh how i wish i know how to drive..oh speaking of drive,, i just got my student's permit this morning este yesterday morning. lalang. haha! cant wait for my first driving lessons c/o my bro. hehe! if i dont learn from him then ill just enroll myself at any driving school,,haha! (kulit kasi ni kuya eh, gusto siya muna magturo,tsss)

actually im really not yet sleepy and i still have lots of stories to tell but since i have to wake up early later for my enrollment i will be forced to sleep. so astaluegoamigosandamigas =))

good friday

2006-04-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

happy 3rd monthsary FOURTRESS!!!!!

i love you very much!!! missin you so badly,, lets go out next week,,what you think? =)

AF!!!!!!!! miss you Bs!!!!!! love you dears =p

holy week

2006-04-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

been really busy in church activities, yes, in CHURCH activities in our parish. and i love it, even if its kinda tiring. :) oh, how i love serving Him. lalang :)

i miss my DAD. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! big time. =(

wala lang

2006-04-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

oki. tamad talaga ako magkwento ngayon kaya ito nalang,, got this from my friend arev. bout "my personality" whatsoever. ima just post mine,

> YOUR PERSONALITY

> 1. By Name
> 2. By Month
> 3. By Date
> 4. By Signing Style

1. By Name
> Does your name begin with: F?
> You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a
pedestal.
>You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet
once

>committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately
passionate.
>Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born
>romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favorite fantasy past time. You
>can be a very generous lover.

> 2. By Month

> OCTOBER
> *Loves to chat *Loves those who loves him *Loves to takes
things

>at the center *Attractive and suave *Inner and physical beauty *Does
>not lie or pretend *Sympathetic *Treats friends importantly *Always
>making friends *Easily hurt but recovers easily *Bad tempered *Selfish
>*Seldom helps unless asked *Daydreamer *Very opinionated *Does not
care

>of what others think *Emotional *Decisive *Strong clairvoyance *Loves
>to travel, the arts and literature *Soft-spoken, loving and caring
>*Romantic *Touchy and easily jealous *Concerned *Loves outdoors *Just
>and fair *Spendthrift and easily influenced *Easily lose confidence.

3. By Date

October 24 - November 11th White
> WHITE
> You dream and have goals in your life. You get jealous
>easily and you don't react to things easily. You are different and
>sometimes thought highly by others.

4. By Signing Style
>
> WRITING COMPLETE NAME AS THEIR SIGN
> These persons are very kind hearted, can adjust themselves to
>any environment & to the person they are talking. These persons are
>very firm on their views & posses a lot of will power.

*** my reactions to follow

a trip to my new school

2006-04-07T14:44:00.000+08:00

went to ust this mornin to confirm my slot in architecture, mom and bro accompanied me, hehe! arrived there around quarter to 9a, ayun.. fill-out some forms inside beato, and i must say..madami dami kaming freshies ha, anyhooo... the place was aryt, airconditioned and all tas clean rin so no worries,,only worry ko lang is if ever magcocomute ako..DEAD na ko. i really suck when it comes to commuting..sorry na. anyhooo..so after that, nag lunch kami sa restau then went home. tae!! wala akong magawa dito sa bahay. and its so FRIGGIN WARM!!

excited na ko magcollege. lalang =p i was supposed to have my picture taken after ust for my driver's license but nakauwi kami mga after lunch na kaya sa monday na lang,, tinatamad na rin ako. haha!! kate, musta yung sa yo? =p

tomorrow my dinner kami with pards and pym-ers,,nagthrow sila ng dinner party for the graduates. awwww. how sweet. lalang =p cge ima cute this nonsense crap na. tahtah!

overdue post

2006-04-06T19:18:00.000+08:00

SOBRANG DAMING NANGYARI AS IN....kaya pictures nalang muna...

twas my friend aye's grad ball @ westin. i was his date. DUH!! =p arrived home around 2am. march 27, 2006.

then the next day, march 28 was our graduation :) 4pm @ the assumpta theatre..

fast forward....

was in CCP from friday until sunday for our rehearsals and recital(ballet) had our recital last sunday, april 2 @ CCP. :) twas a SUCCESS.. :) had a great time even though its tiring and all. then after the recital, dinner with mom and bro @ libis then off to ali's debut at edsa shang, pictures @ my multiply :)

sorry tinatamad ako. will update soon!

lss ako sa assumpta est. wala lang.

2006-03-23T20:32:00.000+08:00

today
we just practiced again for our graduation and during breaks, bonding again of AF.2 days na lang kami magsasama-sama sa school. tsktsk. so were makin the most out of it tas its kinda sad cause there are some af na hindi na namin ganon nakakasama. kung kailan pa malapit matapos ang h.s tas maghiwahiwalay. anyway... after school we went to ali's place, rehearsed our dance for her debut next week, we're gonna dance beep and check on it. lalang,tapos majority of the af were there, hindi lang yung af dancers kaya super FUN! hahahah! grabe, everyday na lang ako wala sa house. hahaha!! luv it kasi bonding w/ af! =p around 7p, we left na at ali's then off to my place.

yesterday
after school, wissa, kisses and i decided to buy mcflurry at mcdo, then when we were about to order the cashier girl said that theres no ice cream available because its not yet "icecream-material", meaning liquid pa siya. tae! where on earth can you see any mcdo resto w/o icecream available??! grabe,,sa lahat pa ng mawawala ice cream pa. wala lang. badtrip eh, kasi kung kailan ka nagcacrave ng mcflurry at kung kailan sobrang init dun pa wala. badtrip talaga.

so anyway, cholo along with his 2 friends, mark and jed came over at my place last night. haha! i showed them the gown that ima wear on monday, chat lang for awhile then we went to htp cause my mom was there, eh my mom wanna meet cholo personally, tas yun,,they know each other na. yey! haha. nonsense. so after that, they left na then i stayed at htp cause theres recollection goin on, so yun. i finished the recollection then arrived at my crib around past 10pm. lalang.

any..i have nothin else to say. so tahtah!

*** i uploaded new pictures in my multiply. :)

its a movie day today

2006-03-21T21:03:00.000+08:00

after school, some af went to big r to watch a movie, majority of us decided to watch hostel but blu and carol prefered to watch shes the man instead. anyway. leah, bam, kiz, mapple, mafe, gel and i watched hostel. meaigh!! the story is REALLY SHALLOW,,and i mean S-H-A-L-L-O-W..but we all had fun watchin in a sense that we were somehow entertained because of the effect and whatsoever. sobrang BENTA,,nakakadiri sobra,,nasusuka na nga ako sa ibang scenes eh. poootek! but twas fun though kasi laugh trip talaga kaming af na nandun. haha! anyway..no more stories to share about what happened today because basically practice lang for graduation and movie.

ill just share this sms that my friend sent me. sobrang benta (for me) haha

SAYINGS TO LIVE BY:
1. birds of the same feather are same birds
2. do not do unto others what you cant do
3. an apple a day is not an apple at night
4. when the cat is away, the mouse is alone
5. if others can do it, dont help
6. early to bed and early to rise makes you sleepy in the afternoon
7. ilog na tahimik ay malalim, ilog na maingay ay may naglalaba

HAHAHA!! sorry kung nakococornihan kayo, benta lang talaga sa akin. haha!

belated happy debut @ my ka-af AGOT,STA.CRUZ and KIM!! <3 you Bs! :) welcome to the af legal family. haha

2006-03-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

kwento.

today
woke up around 5:20ish in the mornin cause its regular school day for us graduates. tssss. we started practicing for our graduation next week, march 28. haaaaay. last night, mom and i had an argument, shallow reason but it got bigger,,gah! i slept without even apologizing to her cause i was also pissed off, but this morning i said sorry to her na cause it was sort of my fault rin naman. tas i bought her sundae caramel on my way home as a sign of peace offering. haha! nonsense. and oh..bif. im sorry if im masungit/cranky today in school, i really didnt mean it, its just that my left foot hurts plus my whole body, (because of the 3 consecutive ballet rehearsals maybe) tas sinabayan pa mga kakulitan niyo at init ng panahon. kaya yun. sorry if cranky ako. haha! its the feast of st. joseph today, so i went to mass with nana. lalang. banal ba masyado? hehe. nah.

yesterday
woke up early, around 7a then around past 8a, off to celebrity. we had our rehearsal and ballet class there from 9a until quarter to 2p then me and some ballerinas went to katip for lunch, after lunch magi and i went home. went to the 7p mass by myself, such loser, haha! but its fine, atleast naka mass ako =p

saturday
twas the debut of my 3 friends, hehe! nice. so ballet first in the mornin, from 10a until 1p, ate lunch at tokyo2x then off to the venue of inna's debut for our blocking in our opening dance, then around 4p i went home to prepare myself for the party. i stayed at inna's debut until past 8p, i just danced then left right away cause i have another debut to attend to, the debut of the ka-AF agot. hehe! arrived at agot's around past 9p. twas FUN! haha. benta yung BORa dances namin,,haha! any,,left at agot around quarter to 12mn. aga nga eh, kasi i have ballet the other day (early),,then just dropped by for awhile at inna's again para kantahan ng happy birthday, then went home.

friday
we had MME recollection in the mornin then mass and commissioning ceremony in the afternoon. ate breakfast and lunch at the sisters' convent. heehee. i love the r.a sisters. :) sister luz was my sponsor and she gave me a simple gift. awww. any,,after the commissioning, i went home na c/o popsy. then around 6:30p i went to pinktoes for our rehearsal, arrived home around 10p.

thursday
we (avic,kate,denise,kat,pat and i) spent our night at the convent with the sisters. hehe! long story. but to cut it short, just wanna say na i dont have a calling after all. feeling ko hindi ko kakayanin but the whoe experience was super nice and unforgetable. :)

wednesday until saturday. i forgot na. haha! anyway..

naaasar ako sa multiply ko! hindi ako makaupload ng bagong pictures. tuloy ang dami kong nakastore na pics sa comp ko. er.

2006-03-13T20:22:00.000+08:00

today at school we only answered the evaluation sheets sa senior teachers then discussed some matters aboutour commissioning and graduation ceremony plus the batch outing. we also watched tin's skating competition in dvd. haha!mga wala na talagang ginagawang school stuff. ang saraaaaaap =p

anyway, af had an open forum awhile ago. i wont go into details na but all i can say is that i feel a whole lot BETTER now. seriously,,now im really super mega ready to have summer escapades with my fellow af B's. ehehe!boracay!! here we come. =) oyeoye! we might also have "pre bora", ahaha!! were planning to go to fuego before bora, then out of town again at gel's place and many more!! haha!! we (af) are also planning to go bar hopping right after graduation..oh yes!! this is THE LIFE.and i mean THEE LIFE. we're making the most out of our remaining highschool daysand summer vacation already because right after vacation we'll be part ways na. awwwww. were gonna be at differentuniversities/colleges already.i will miss alot of things that the af usually do every single day in school. haaaay.i will miss the first table in the cafeteria, cake everytime we have birthday celebrant tas were gonna eat it with our bare hands and play with the icing, the juicy kwentos of each af B, our habulan-lagit lupa-agawan base moment every break time, i will miss the different kind of laugh of each af, hahaha! awwwww...gah..why the hell am i reminising eh hindi pa naman end ng schoolyear? pa end pa lang. haaaaay. wala lang. in two weeks time we wont be in one school wearin the same uniform again. goodbye to our plaid skirt and necktie. sheeesh. hehe! pero hey,, college na tayo!,excited na ako. hehe!

tomorrow would be fourtress' second monthsary, date @ eastwood after school then gel, mapple, pop and i will sleep over @ mafe's.babawi ako kasi last week i wasnt able to go out with the Bs. on wednesday we (seniors) dont have classes because its deliberation. meigh. so ima go out again. haha!! grabe..this is the life im talkin about. :) any...saka na yung ibang kwento.

pictures muna from our legacy =p

me and mah haneeh, kate

candeed

kate took this while i was drinking. DUH. ahaha!

me, kate and michie in the middle of the field. hehe! (ganda ng moon oh.)

bianca, popsy, kriska, camilla, charl and me

mafe and me plus kriska's smile. haha

before the legacy start

kulit ba? puro na lang kami? haha! (cam kasi ni kate yan)

mafe, cholo, kriska, kate, faye

finally, new post. haha

2006-03-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

our finals are finally over, yey! no more sleepless nights due to so many school requirements and tests. more time in having a good time, gimik with friends and sleep. woohoo!!

anyway, i made a new layout already. its dark naman. sawa na ako sa light eh kaya balik dark nanaman ako. =p i know its simple but who cares, i like it this way. haha! i have TONS of stories to tell but i dont think it will interest you so ill just keep it for myself and my planner. haha!! nonsense.

last thursday was our last day of quarterly test (thank God), the AF went bowling,billiards blahblah at eastwood after school but i wasnt able to go or even catch up, i stayed in school until 4pm with tin to practice our dance for the following day (friday).

then friday,we celebrated the feast of ~~the assumption~~mother marie eugenie (our patron saint) ,we had mass (last school mass of the seniors.aww) and presentation at the assumpta theatre. hehe! that same day, AF went "out of town" [haha], visit at gel's place for the first time. but again, i wasnt able to go either. :(i was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO effin jealous with my other ka-af who wentthere kasi naman e, errr na rehearsal yan. so from 6:30pm until 10pm i guess (kaya hindi na ako pinayagan humabol kila gel kasi uuwi rin naman ako =s), i was in pinktoes rehearsing and learning teacher robbie's dances for our recital on april. i think we have 3 dances under him, i only know 1 dance so 2 yung inaral ko last night. tsss. one from austin power and the other one from moulin rouge <3. hehe!

woke up early because our rehearsal starts at 10am. so yun. i was late for 5 minutes ata. eh since teacher mylene has this new rule na if youre absent or late you'll have another extra set of exercise/s to do or something like that, since i was absent last week (saturday and sunday) plus late awhile ago, i was asked to do 15 rounds of jogging inside the studio + 20 squats + 20 i-dont-know the term. haha! tae. but twas all worth it cause i needed that to lose some weight and strengthen my body. haha! rehearsed grease lightning until 11a, then warm-up then paquita until 1pm tas uwi na. around 2:30p i went to te doray's place to rehearse our dance for inna's surprise debut celebration, left there around 6pm then went home. took a quick shower then went to htp to serve (pym choir), since it was ate miller's bday last wednesday she treated us pizza (6 boxes) after the mass, stayed at ate dor's place then left around past 10pm. hehe!

tomorrow our call time is at 9am. gah! i better be early na. haha! tae ang aga ko dapat gumising at anong oras na? ahaha! oh well..good thing wala ng iisipin tungkol sa school work.haha. any..ima go now.tahtah!

2006-02-26T12:05:00.000+08:00

its been hella long since i post an entry here..in fact ive been kinda lazy to update my blog already until i reached a point that i wanna delete this na but you know..sayang naman kung idelete ko agad agad..hehe!! baka magsisi ako in time..

any..naaasar lang ako sa nangyayari ngayon sa pilipinas..ERRRRR..bakit ba hindi na lang maging united lahat ng pilipino at magtulungan instead na nag-aaway or nagsisiraan para lang makuha yung gusto nilang power...gawd..filipinos... (haha.parang hindi pinoy) pero seriously...sana marealize ng bawat pilipino na dapat hindi na magsiraan o mag-away para naman umunlad na ang bansa natin. (yehes..filipinong filipino.haha)

sana lang matapos na ang kaguluhan na nangyayari ngayon sa bansa.

ct. our legacy entitled "switch" is already this week,,saturday march 4 2006, if youre free that day punta kayo :)

when: sat. march 4 2006. 6pm
where: assumption antipolo open field
bands: bamboo, hale, itchyworms + in house bands (glint,phi,tinglebells,eruen)
other performances from AA seniors

yun lang muna.

2006-02-11T20:59:00.000+08:00

twas our 3-1 today and its F-U-N!!! =) wont go into details anymore. too tired.

been so busy in school. yeah..fourth year is like what foutress describe..unpredictable. gah!! so many school shit happen in just a day. haaaay. you'll never know when you'll feel your soft bed and sleep on it for 13 hours straight again cause all you do is stay up late until morning just to finish your work... tae! oh well..

last thursday was our last meeting sa P.E, so last swimming na sa aa..lalang.. atleast natapos namin yung kailangan matapos. kaya ko na rin sa wakasmag butterfly!!. *ata..haha*

45 days to go...goodbye assumption antipolo..yeah!! =p nonsense post. sohorrreee. pagod. kaya alis na ako!

quotes

2006-02-06T20:03:00.000+08:00

just wanna share this to all of you..haha!! some tex messages that i received from my friends that i like and made me think and wonder and laugh and lahat na. haha! labo.
so here it goes....

life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,
so love the people who treat you right,
forget about the ones who don't
and believe thae everything happens for a reason,
know a good thing when you see it, and don't let it slip away,
if you get a chance, take it..if it changes your life, let it..
nobody said it would be easy, they just said it would be worth it =)

there was a man who saw a scorpion floundering around the water, he decided to save it by stretching his finger. but the scorpion stung him. the man still tried to get the scorpion out the water but the scorpion stung him again. another man nearby told him stop saving the scorpion but the man said: "its the nature of the scorpion to sting, its my nature to love. why should i give up my nature to love just because it is the nature of the scorpion to sting?"... dont give up lovingm dont give up goodness, even if people around you sting.

in life, you should find someone who will dance with you under the night sky
even without the moon,
even with out the stars,
even if thers no music playing,
eben if that someone cant dance well but still dances with you =)

no matter how badly you want something,
no matter how hard youve tried to have it,
no matter how long youve been together,
no matter hoe happy youve become,
you would still end up losing someone. (i agree. =p )

nothing lasts forever so live it up and drink it down,
laugh it off, avoid all the drama,
take chances and never have regrets
'cause at one time it was what you wanted.

when a guy loves you, he'll bring out you natural best!
when a guy loves you, he'll be proud of you even at your worst!
when a guy loves you, he'll say that your pretty even at your ugliest!
when a guy loves you, he'll never leave you especially your weakest!
when a guy loves you, he'll never get even tired of caressing you!
when a guy loves you, he'll come back to you after you reject him..
'coz no matter how cruel the situation would be,
if a guy really loves you, he'll make a way even how hard it could be, (awww)

eto fun part naman.hahaha.

QUOTE FOR THE DAY:
di bale ng tamad,hindi naman pagod.. (hahhahaha!! sorry benta akin)

tao: ale, napansin ko na dalawa ang lata niyo..bakit? para saan yung isa?
pulubi: alam mo namang talagang hindi mapigilan ang pag-asenso kaya naglagay ako ng branch.

vendor: hoy! kahit ganito ako nagtitinda ng balut sa ateneo, may anak naman ako sa up at ust,
student: wow! anong course nila?
vendor: wala. nagtitinda rin ng balut! (hahah. ang old school na pero natatawa pa rin ako)

four ways of a good student:
1) kung merong class, di pumapasok
2) kung pumapasok, di makikinig
3) kung nakikinig, di naiintindihan
4) kung naiintindihan, nakakalimutan. (hahahahha!!!)

alone walking i slipped and feel
not noticin' a hump on the way..
i couldn't get up...naiiyak na ako..
kung kasama sana kita may magsasabi..
"may humps, may humps, may humps, may humps
check it out!"

**lalang. di ko pa feel magkwento eh,,kaya sa share nalang muna ng ka ek-ekan. hehe. mamayooo! tahtah!

just wanna greet my ka-af

2006-02-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

KRISTIN CHARLOTTE PENA!! a.k.a KRISKA,,HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!! welcome to the af legal family!! parami na tayo ng paraming legal. hahaha!! love you dear!

so into frappe..

2006-01-31T21:47:00.000+08:00

havent been bloggin lately due to hectic schedule and school shit. hahaha!! feleng! anyhoo..

finally its fourth quarter already, in less than two months im leavin aa na. [hopefully, sana makagraduate.haha], haaaaay. cant wait to go in college. yeah! but first of, summer madness muna with my friends. AF, to be exact. lalang. grabeeee, just realized that in few months time we'll be far away with each other already, some will be in taft, makati, katipunan and espana. haaaay. any,, ive decided what univeristy and course i will study in few months time. thank God.

anyway...almost all of our 3rd qt grades were released already and majority of them were ok, im flunked in physics. haha! but the rest were okay. even calculus and college algebra. yey! haha! so now, new lessons again. in english we're takin up shakespeare again [hamlet]..tsss. haha! in physics, start of oral defense. filipino, another hell lesson. tsktsk. its nakakaasar kasi filipino na nga lang nababagsak ko pa.tae! im really havin a hard time understanding our lessons in pinoy. crapness. anyhooo..so much for that.

our batch is already busy workin on our legacy w/c will be on the 4th of march and we'll be featuring bamboo, hale and itchyworms plus some amatuer bands from our batch and dance numbers of the seniors. tickets are sold for only 200 pesos. how cheap can that get? right? so if i were you ill grab a ticket now to any senior student from assumption or right in assumption. [trabaho ng taga marketing committee ito.sorry na. hehe]

tomorrow we have orange again after school until 7pm but i doubt it will end at exactly 7pm usually it gets overtime. tsss. but its ok cause im with some of my ka-af rin naman so usually after orange we'll go to eastwood and eat dinner, haha! teriyaki boy or italianni's baby..haha!! i so love the beef and asparagus at teriyaki. sharing. tomorrow's rehearsal in orange would be our last cause the following day we'll rehearse at makati shang already then the dance/performance itself would be on saturday w/c is by the way kriska dear's debut. yey! i can't wait..haha! cause we, the af will sleep over at makati shang and go clubbin somewhere in makati right after kriska's debut celebration [feleng!! haha]..hmmm..finally, makakaalis nanaman ang AF ng BUO. lalang.

after a long break in ballet [absent kasi ako ng absent after ng xmas break] i finally attended last saturday, grabe..my flexibility got really rusted,,haha! my whole body was aching the following day but it was cool cause i missed that feeling. haha! we learned a new dance again from paquitta and we danced it with pointes. meigh.. i soooo need a new pair of pointes. please,,if you love me give me 5,000+ for my toe shoes, gusto ko gaynor. haha! pero cge if you want 3,000+ for grishko. hehe! feleng. i dead broke kasi e,,super! nahihiya na kasi ako kay mom humingi ng pambili kasi SUPER DAMING gastusin. tsktsk. oh well. hehe! i need a JOB, a job that can give me good salary. bwahaha!! as if.

any..ima go now. gotta study for pinoy cause im so getting low mark in this subject. errrr.

2006-01-24T18:06:00.000+08:00

i changed my link style already. bumabagal kasi eh. i editted and erased some of them. *sorry* i didnt put those who arent close to me or connected to me that much. friends/kilala ko lang talaga yung nasa links ko ngayon:) hehe. sana walang magtampo. *peace*

BTW. done with 2 academic sbj. qt, and 3 non-aca. 4 more tests to go and its time to party and celebrate! oyeoye.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY KA-AF MARJ MATIAS!! birthday niya yesterday if taga pinas ka pero nasa states na siya eh,,so ngayon bday niya. haha! love you lotsa B! we miss you so badly!!

baboooosh.

errrrrrrr school.>=s

2006-01-21T18:20:00.000+08:00

gah. since we arrived from baguio, school shit kept on flowing, never ending projects, tests and other school requirements come our way..the only thing we can do to make ourselves better and "happy" is to just think about our baguio trip and remember what fr. edwin told us about being optimistic. haaaaaay. yesterday was our calculus long test..shooot. ive never been this stressed in my entire life..really..next week would be our third quarterly test (iv-3). yes, were one week late in taking our qt cause of thr retreat, we were delayed by one week (isipin niyo nalang yung batchmates namin wala ng prinopoblema dahil tapos na tests). meigh. seriously, i dont remember any single thing in all our subjects. =( i dont even know where and when to start reviewing for our qt. grabe. i want to give up already but i cant do anything about it..haaaaay. i just have to be more positive in coping this misery.

anyway..aside from the school shit, ive been busy also with my friends' debut preparation, we had rehearsal for kriska's dance last thursday at orange until past 7pm. hmmm. yesterday, we were supposed to rehearse again for kriska's but didnt oush through cause alot of us will go somewhere,haha! and also camila's dance rehearsal for her debut (for today) was cancelled yesterday thats why i was so happy. haha!

watched back street boys concert last night!!! im with some of my ka-af, kix, blu, kate and pop plus with kuya mike and ate mia (his gf) haha. kwinento. ahaha. any...twas soooo fun!!! we remember our "kabataan" days. hahaha!! nick is so fat. sama. haha! i love brian (blu: oo love ko rin siya, nung start pa lang,,di ko lang sinasabi kasi alam mo na.hahaha!!!) any... after the concert, we stayed first at cafe havana, kumain at uminon (mild lang) hehe. arrived home around 1am.

today, around 10ish am, left the house, bro and i went to k. tebs place, then off to lgv. rehearsed the finale dance # for camile labog's debut tonight, ayun. (kanina ko lang natutunan talaga. haha! 1st and last practice ko yung kanina), any..left there past 12pm then i was supposed to go to galle after that but since my friends werent there, the boys and i decided to eat lunch first at tiendesitas, so yun. the kate went there to hand me the t.h.e shit. haha! after lunch, off to galleria, went to east studio, (grabeeee. ang tagal nila gel..wala akong masabi. errrrm.) our my study partner interview was cancelled because of..i dunno..basta it didnt push through..hmmm..so after that, mafe, kiz, reg, agot, gel and i went to auntie anne's to wait for my car to pick me up, agot went ahead of us,,dropped reg, gel, mafe and kiz at shang cause they'll accompany mafe goin to her cotillion practice at makati shang. haha! ayun..then after that..off to our house, haaaaay..

later, ill leave again for camil's debut tonight at lgv,,haaaay. and i still dunno what will i wear. ahaha! nonsense. any...cge,,ima relax a lil bit cause i know na sobrang long night nanaman to. mamayooo.

retreat and inculturation + blah...

2006-01-17T17:30:00.000+08:00

first of...just wanna thank those who made me palanca for our retreat last week.

our baguio retreat and inculturation was hella fun! twas a very wonderful and unforgetable experience for me and maybe for all of us (iv-3) as well, a once in a lifetime experience since its our last year in high school, (last year with fourtress) gah..

during our 6 day-5 night stay in baguio i learned alot of stuff and it made me realize and discover so many things in life. it helped me appreciate more of the people around me plus the talents and blessings that God has given me. hehe. really. it may sound baduy pero seriously,,the whole event really did transform me to become a better person and learn how to handle and overcome problems that come my way.

during the retreat itself, the 3-days retreat, there's no day that i didnt cry. haha. i dont know why that happened cause really..im not the kind of person who cries easily..hehe. so i must say...father edwin is really good in facilitating us. hehe. during our first 2 days in baguio, it was more of a "pasyal" day for us (more likely our free day) we went to ukay-ukay, burnham and minesview park, market, baguio cathedral and we even went hiking and bouldering (ganda ng fog). we had inculturation also, we get to spend half of our day with our partner from our sister school, st. martin. hehe. twas such a blast. hehe. we went to their house and ate lunch there. hehe. i was with mafe and jessa plus our partners cristy and kevin. kevin is so adorable. hahaha! he's always smiling and never forget to greet me or call my attention whenever we see each other. haha! cristy is the quiet type of girl but its alright, she's nice naman. hehe. hmm..

we stayed at the assumption retreat house aka as the assumption sabbath place. its the kind of place wherein you dont wanna leave as soon as you get there, it was super beautiful, the facilities and the place itself were great, i mean... you wouldnt imagine that somewhere in baguio theres a retreat house like that. haha! tssss. basta the place was comfortable thats why you would feel at home and safe there. hmmm.. the view of baguio, the mountains, boulders, pine trees, sunflowers etc can be really seen from our place. hehe. haaaay. dont forget the food..gah.. i gained poundS during our stay there, the food were really good =) well, its not that super good pero gets, masarap pa rin. haha. we eat there 5 times a day (breakfast-merienda-lunch-merienda-dinner) exclusive our "tea party" and midnight snack. haha! plus milo every meal. takte! milo everyday! hahaha :)

lets not forget our bonding moment with the class plus ms. manahan. hehe. twas SUPER fun. hehe. i get to know my classmates more. their kababuyan, kacornihan, ka-bratan (in a nice way), ka-OChan, kakulitan, kadramahan and the like...hehe. it made me realize how much i will miss my classmates more when we go part ways in college..awww. haaaay. anyway..father edwin set an anniversary for our class also, january 14. hehe. so our first monthsary would be on valentine's day. yipeee!! hehe. =p the iv-3 AF bonded even more, haha!! as in. lalang. hmmm.. alot of unexpected stuff also happened with me, haha! literally..hahaha!! something happened with my right ear, haha! i wont go into details na. haha! then my arms naman, insect bite. tsktsk. blah...blah..blah...

the morning of our departure from baguio (sunday, jan 15), the "seven stars"sisters gave us souvineres. necklace with a crucifix + mama mary pendant from rome. hehe. nice. ayun...to cut the long story short. our baguio retreat and inculturation is an experience that i will surely treasure and remember as long as i live. =)

change topic.. yesterday we dont have classes (iv-3) rest day for us. around 4:30ish, went to mcdo marcos to meet up with kate and kriska. then off to orange dance studio to rehearse our routine for kriska's debut on feb 4. ended around 8p then off to eastwood for dinner, the three of us ate at teriyaki boy. yum. then stayed for awhile, rode with kate goin home. (thanks haneeh and tita sonia c= ) ayun..left eastwood around quarter to 11p i guess. tas yun..haaaaay...

today, back to school...meigh..super hell week. and I MEAN HELL WEEK..sabay2x lahat..tae! i cannot even remember our lessons already...sheeesh.. qt week today but ours will be next week.(we have separate sched cause of our baguio retreat) so this week,,UT2 and project deadlines..meigh..sobrang errrr pero sige,,,think positive parin. hehe. any..ima go now.. this entry is really long. haha! mamayooo.. ima study for our UT2 on college algebra tomorrow. please pray for me. hahaha!!!

** baguio pics will be posted at my multiply asap. but here are some..

AF (drop dead gorgeous) pero nananaba na kami niyan.haha

St. martin kids (presentation)

st. martin boys vs aa girls basketball game (tambak kami. haha)

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2006-01-16T11:42:00.000+08:00

IM

BACK

FROM

BAGUIO!!!!

super saya...long post coming soon.

OUT FOR BAGUIO (JAN 10-15)

2006-01-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

yey!! finally...our long awaited last retreat is only few hours away :) grabe..

we'll (IV-3) be leaving tom 5am for our retreat and inculturation in baguio :) yey!! pray for our trip to be safe :) syempre shopping rin sa famous ukay nila..ahaha! =p gah..cant wait.. :)

thanks for the palancas! really touched =p pagbalik ko MAS mabait na ako at HOLY. hahahaha!!! powts.

im super sure that our retreat would be a memorable one lalo na im with my barkada, (most). cge2..im gonna start makin palanca na. :) mamayoooo. be back soon. labo...

back to school

2006-01-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

haaaaaaaaaaaay.

1st day of school in the year 2006 and yet im still in my vacation mood.

its my elite's 18th birthday today!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA. ISABELA REYES aka BAMBI!! welcome to the legal club. hahaha! :) love you dear!

yesterday, mom and i went to makati. first off to the bank then quad na. haha! went to glorietta, bought stuff. *heyvhen* haha! bought gift for my AF baby, i hope she will like it. haha! wala kasi yung binili ko sa list niya eh. hmmm...whatelse??

last sunday, i watched enteng kabisote 2 with some esteban clan. haha!! benta ni jose, kamukha talaga ni fiona sa shrek. haha! lalang. dapat gagawin ko yung sa filipino kaso tinamad nanaman ako at hindi ko nakuha yung director nung movie kaya wala akong extra points. hahaha! any...ang nonsense na nito.

gawan niyo ko palanca. retreat ng section namin sa jan 10-15. :) haha

more adventures coming ahead

2006-01-02T09:31:00.001+08:00

HAPPY

NEW

YEAR

EVERYONE!!!!

2006 na... new beginning...new life....

:)

2005-12-28T19:20:00.000+08:00

hmmm.

last night was a blast. hehe. we had the htp fam xmas party and it was fun. haha. labo. it ended around past 12mn. we,the pym performed. we sang and danced seasons of love. tas sa lcp naman, nag model kami nila gayle. NONSENSE. haha! benta amfoooo. hahaha! hmm..natatamad ako magkwento.

*bif,,i didnt pass in dlsu college entrance test. too bad. moving on..CONGRATULATIONS sa mga friends ko pumasa. lalo na sa AF. :)

and oh..pinalagay lang yung takipsilim banner sa blog ko. support niyo =) muchos.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

2005-12-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

lets not forget the real meaning of christmas..

it isnt about the presents you get
nor the possessions you have
the fame that you receive
nor all the parties and the like

remember...its all about the birth of our Lord Jesus Christ

that's why, dont forget to sing happy birthday to Him. :)

make His day such a BLAST.

again,,merry CHRISTMAS!! happy birthday Jesus :)

*bif,,new template. xmas eh. haha! :)

2 1 days to go..christmas na!!! [edited]

2005-12-23T10:05:00.000+08:00

grabe...time flies real fast, in less than two weeks, 2006 na but before that, xmas muna. meigh.

hmm..really been busy and out these past few days. you know. ima just jut down what ive been up to these break.

dec 18, sun
htp family gave xmas party for the sitio kids near our place. twas fun naman. pym helped out with the registration and all =p tas after the 7pm mass, we went caroling at filinvest. 1st day of caroling,, 1st house na kinantahan namin, they gave us 3 thou..nice eh? haha!

gayle and i

me, ate doray and ate lala

sam and i,,isnt she a darling?

parish youth ministry family

the crowd (partly) hehe

dec 19, mon
twas our vigil. IT WAS REALLY NICE. :) sobrang ang sarap ng feeling. :) praying time from 5:30pm until 12mn

multi purpose building na sobrang daming candles

ali, avic and i. hindi namin alam pumose pala ang avic.haha

dec 20, tues
morning - end ng vigil. dawn mass and salu-salo. last day. :) oye! went home.

the haneehs, mga 4ish am to. haha.
lunch - went to ewood to meet up with af (bianca's despidida lunch), it turned out na kami lang ni bianca kumain ng lunch sa teriyaki boy, haha! late kasi af. usapan 11:30a, dumating sila mga past 1:30p. hehe. bianca left early. 12 lang ata kaming af nakapunta. hehe! any.. twas uber fun. after they eat their late lunch/early dinner accdg. to kiz, we went around na..tas yun..nagpahenna kaming lahat na nagstay!! hahaha! and take note, 75% free yung henna namin,haha! sobrang "friends" na kami nung inkside people. haha! nonsense. ali had her belly button pierced again tas i was also planning to have my belly button pierced rin kaso i dont have much money and i have to think over it pa lalo. baka magsisi ako and gulpihin ng tatay ko. haha! joke lang. =p ayun. left ewood around past 7p.
dinner - PARTY!!!!!!!!!!! iv-3's xmas party at my haneeh's crib. TWAS SOOOOOOOOO FUN!!! si haneeh lasing, hahaha! =p arrived home around 3:15ish am. haha!!

i love my class, iv-3

agot, denise, kate and yep

attenition. hindi DAW lasing si kate according to her. haha!..guys, be the judge. haha! =)) labyoo kate.

dec 21, wed
diretso dawn mass, 4am. haha! yown naman. hihi. stayed home. then around 6p, went to jeng's. pym choir practice for our caroling. hehe! then around 8p, caroling na kami, here lang sa village. 3 houses lang pinuntahan namin. hehe! then went to htp, grand choir practice naman. went home around 10p

dec 22, thurs
pym xmas party!!! here at my place. TWAS SO FUN!!! hihi. its a clean party. no alocoholic drinks. hehe! theres program, song number, dance number, song and dance number...you name it. plus, the band of gary came over to play. hehe! nice. :) the party ended around past 12mn ata. ehehe!

dec 23, fri
mom's out of town today, they went to alaminos, pangasinan. navarro-ranit reunion. hindi na kami sumama ni bro. hahaha! nonsense. hmmm.. sobrang errrrrrrr!!! hindi kami nagising ni bro for dawn mass...takte!!!! hindi ko na tuloy kumpleto. BULL!! mom left really early kasi so gets...wala ng gumising sa amin, eh yung alarm ko naman walang effect sa akin..errr talaga. i woke up around 6a,,tapos na. kasi 4a yun eh. powts. naiyak nga ako e. haha! drama. any... around 4p, went to htp for our practice, lcpa presentation on the 27th, xmas party ng htp family. then after that, pym choir practice at the del mundo's then around 7ish p, went to the party of tito del mundo, nagcaroling, hehe! they gave us money. DUH! hahah! nonsense. tas went back at the del mundo's,

[new] dec 24, today
woke up 3a, tas 3:20ish sa htp na. kami yung choir kanina,,ehehe! saya. :) i reaaaalllyyy <3 serving the Lord,,feeling ko my calling ako. hehe. katulad nung friend ko. basta yun..i have this childhood friend/classmate kasi, eh before he was really maloko, you know. yung laging sinisita ng teachers, nangaasar ng girls and stuff like that, but he entered in the semenary nung mga late g.s na, eh ka-village ko yun. haha! tas kaninang morning nagserve siya, he's here kasi (xmas break rin nila kaya umuwi siya. duh!) haha. tae..natatawa ako kasi sobrang iba na siya, as in. haha! "ma-holy" na ang itsura, nagbibigay na nga ng communion eh, tas yung damit niya..i forgot what it is called basta yung long sleeves na dress. haha! something like that. miegh. haha! natatawa nga ako eh. pero diba..nothing is impossible, you'll never know what would happen in the future. hmmm.. later na yun noche buena. :) awwww. then birthday na ni Jesus. hehe. =p any.. 11am pa lang. lalang. haha! nonsense.

i finish watching king kong last night, first part was a lil dragging but in the latter part medjo ok na rin. naaawa ako kay kong,,haha! fc.

I uploaded some pics in my multiply. go check it out. hihihi. http://iamfaye.multiply.com . ~~nitatamad na ako magpost ng pics dito e. haha. =p~~

i miss pwet.

8 days to go,christmas na! =)

2005-12-17T22:07:00.000+08:00

grabe. wala pa talaga akong tulog na as in TULOG. sobrang kulang pa ako sa tulog at pahinga. tsktsk. sobrang hell week this week eh,sabay2x mga tests/quizzes etc. plus yung sa handog part II, blahblah. basta hell week,,SOBRANG LAKI na ng eyebags ko..AS IN, hindi na nakakatuwa. tssss. anyhoo..

nagstart na ang dawn mass,,yey! i wanna complete it eh. lalang.

hmmm. we had a gig last night, tapos yun. twas oki naman. may ERRR lang dun when we were blocking/marking our dance..and that aint funny. feeler. haha! anyabs. ayun...we left there after the last dance number. hehe. may crush na ako!!! (crush ko lang sumayaw. haha!) ang aliw niya eh..but i dunno his name and stuff like that,,so basically crush ko lang for like that night or that event. haha. labo.

hmmm. moving on.. tin, joann, chin, synty and me went to tin's place after nung event kasi party niya. hehe! simple lang pala ha tin..c'mon..haha! ayun. luv the drinks. haha!! inuman kami but hindi ako nagpalasing..hehe. tequilla, cuervo, baileys, cruiser, beer..you name it..is in the house. haha! dami ko nga nainom but still..no effect kasi i know when to stop pag alam ko ng malalasing ako. ahaha!! nonsense. si tin lasing. haha! ang benta niya..labyoo tin! haha. so basically, i spent my night there until morning? haha! sobrang low bat na ako nun..haha! my sister ate joy was there so yun...kwentuhan to the max! haha. then around past midnight, went to ate joy's place..hehe! (akala mo naman ang layo kay tin) haha! naglaro kami ni kiara, yung dog niya na sobrang playful at cute! hehe. pumupose siya after niya magpakitang gilas..hehe!

any...arrived home kanina mga around past 1a in the morning,,ano buzz. haha. eh i have service pa sa simbang gabi ng 4a so gets..nagpractice pa ako pagdating sa house then natulog ako mga past 2a na..Yown naman,,tas i woke up around 3:15a..takte. puyatan na talaga..kaso syempre para kay Lord kaya pinilit ko talagang bumangon..tsktsk. ayun.. 4a-5a nagmass ako with mom and bro, serve kami ni mom. lalang. tas natulog uli ako after nun, nagpagising ako kay mom ng 6a para magready kasi meron kaming gawad kalinga, eh dapat daw 7:30a nasa AA na,hanggang sa naextend ng naextend yung tulog ko. haha! woke up around quarter to 7a, tas yun..nagready na. tae!! sobrang sabog ko na talaga nun pati si bro kasi umalis din siya last night,,tsktsk..haha! arrived at AA mga 8a at hindi pa complete..so oki lang na late ako nagising. haha!!

nasa GK site kami from 8ish to 11:20ish am. dapat hanggang 12noon but natapos namin yung task ng mas mabilis..anyabanggg, haha. we painted the houses..hihi. FUN! =) ayun...after that,,went to big r with che, amora, nina, mafe, bianca, agot, aleli c/o jessa. haha! stayed there for awhile tas went home. i was supposed to go to makati shang to watch some of my co-af's cotillion practice the nica's debut sa gabi but i was so tired na kaya hindi na lang (plus hindi ako papayagan kasi sobrang wala pa talaga akon tulog at mukang inuumaga ako umuwi. haha!) then after ko makatulog, dapat magshoshopping kami ni mom pero mukang kulang na sa time kasi late nanaman ako nigising,,hehe, kaya next time na..haha! around 7p, went to htp. nagmass uli, pym kasi choir every saturday night. hehe. lalang. then went home. so yun...one part lang yan ng nakakapagod kong schedule, hahaha! ima post the pictures at my multiply asap. ehehe. =p

may pasok pa kami sa monday..tsktsk..were gonna have vigil the whole night then dawn mass the following day. so another puyatan again, then sa gabi class xmas party naman at kate's tas our barkada will sleepover there. then sa dec 22 naman, may pym xmas party naman, tas sa bahay ko gagawin.ehehe. lalang. sunod2x mga parties. haha. anyhooo...

sa mommy ko sa IV-3, thank you sa mga binigay mo sa akin sa kris kringle..i SOOOO love all the simple presents you gave me. mwah. pati sa AF mommy ko..thank you sa good deed. :) cant wait for next year! sana bilin mo sa list ko lahat. hahaha! feelin,,pero ok lang sa akin miske yung chucks lang. heehee. labyooo. cge..ima go now. mamayooo.

i love my...

2005-12-15T19:16:00.000+08:00

life :)

ima post asap.

one week kwento.tsss

2005-12-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

today, we, PINKTOESers (haha. imbento amfooots.) had our christmas recital at sta. lucia, call time was at 1p then the show's @ 3:30p..well..twas fine. :) except ofcourse sa mga ibang tao. meighgahd i so hate those people who dont have good manners, parang walang pinag-aralan..ang babastos. in short mga 'pa-cool' pero hindi naman. jologs. ermmm..anyhoo..ayun..sobrang aliw talaga ng part namin ni angela sa paquitta,lalang. sila ate nina, ate armi, coach nep, mark, insy, ate jem and mah seesturr ate joy came over to watch us. awww. hmm..whatelse? after the show, we went home na then nagdinner ako tapos relax sandali then went to htp na, saya. :)

tomorrow we have a show again, guest dancers lang kaming jrs. and senior ballerinas + the "boys",,hehe. @ fairview...sm fairview to be exact,,3ish pm yung start ata.hehe! ayun. grabe sunod2x walang pasensya. haha!

last friday naman NO classes, may date ang af..shopping sa 168 then movie sa gateway after, unfortunately i wasnt able to come cause i have a dentist appointment, date with dad (na may appointment pala nung gabi) and mom and dress technical rehearsal at sta. lu @ 6p..so gets? hindi talaga pwede..eh syempre since aalis na dad ko on tuesday, siya na muna..after the dress tech, mga quarter to 9p, mom and i went to tita lydia's for dinner, grabe..heaven nung food and cake. haha. walang kwenta yung naburn ko nung rehearsal. tsktsk.haha. then after nung dinner, humabol ako sa pym choir practice, i think that was around past 10p, meigh..see,,ima do anything for Him. nux. =p any,,nakauwi ako mga 12a na ata..hehe! kapagod sobra.

thursday, Feast of Immaculate Conception, holiday of obligation. hehe. so no classes. yipee! hmm. mga before lunch na kami lumakad nila dadi-o and bro, inasikaso ko yung natarani jacket namin,meigh. ang hirap makahanap ng mananahi na makakagawa ng design namin..haaay. then sa riverbanks,,bought dvds. hehe. tapos big r, kasi may binili dad ko. tapos ate lunch at garsho. tapos dun nga sa mananahi. hehe. then went home, fixed my things then off to pinktoes, meeting place namin before pumunta sa pinktoes fairview. hehe! ayun,,arrived at fairview around past 6p ata..ang cute ng studio nila,,hehe. pang starters talaga,,hehe. labo. hmmm..natapos kami magrehearse mga around 9p ata..tas we stayed pa kasi kumain pa kami ng dinner (ang late.haha) then left na,,before kami umuwi, starbucks katip muna, hehe! (halatang gusto ng sticker for the planner) haha. thanks to tita lolit and tin,,i have 4 stickers added in my card. haha! tin! 3 ka nalang tapos may planner ka na,,tulungan mo ako!! haha. hmmm..so yun, sinundo ako ni bro sa bk marcos, tas uwi na. arrived home around past 11p. meigh. sunod2x akong puyat at pagod.

wednesday naman, friday schedule so may clubs, ayun..talked about some stuff regarding with our simple salo2x next week plus yung sa jig competition and interaction with "hataw" next year..any..CAT, we went to the GK (gawad kalinga) site near our school, mag g-gk kami next week. hehe! lalang. had philo test and english mid qt retest. tae. ayoko na mag-aral.haha!

tuesday, thursday schedule. we had swimming!! i looovvvveee swimming.hahaha. butterfly kami ngayon eh. lalang. wala na akong maremember. haha. pati nung monday. tsss. nonsense.

cge. haba na nito plus ima sleep na, tae. i so need to sleep and rest my body na. aahhaa!! mamayoooo.

lapit na xmas.

2005-12-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

lapit na xmas. lalang. i cant wait. im so happy :) hehe.

next time na ako kwento,,

DECEMBER NA!!!

2005-12-01T18:27:00.000+08:00

tae!!! 24 days til christmas. I SUPER CANT WAIT. wah!! kaso hindi kami complete sa xmas kasi dad wont be here, nasa states na siya nun.. pangsecond na yung xmas na wala siya dito kasi nasa states siya. oh well. hehe. any...

sobrang saya namin, may choreo na kami for next years dance competition sa don bosco,,,yey. nakausap na ni zel. hehe. :) i so love it cause yung choreo ay hindi basta2x. haha. you know what i mean *wink ;p* basta sana makapasok kami sa pre-elim round sa january para pasok kami sa compet itself. haha. excited na rin kami sa jacket ng natarani. waaaaaaaah.

hmmm. mid qt na namin tom sa english kaya mag-aaral muna ako. [weh. haha!] pero before that, ym muna tapos kain tapos tv. bwahahaha. hanggang sa tamarin ako mag-aral. powts. cge na nga..bagong buhay na. tutal malapit na matapos ang 3rd quarter, kailangan na magserioso. shux.

takte. in less than a month magrerelease na ng college entrance test results ang ibang universities. *panicking* wah. Lord, sana may pasahan ako miske isa lang sa tinestan ako. meigh. cge..mamayooo.